This was a while ago, but it still bothers me how uncaring she is.

[Hatsune Miku]

I haven't cut for roughly 200 days.

So back when I did, my mom found out. And of course, I was hoping she would understand that I wasn't happy at the time and would help me through it. No. Instead she gets furious with me, says things like, "Why would you do this shit?" "Whats wrong with you?" Instead of making me feel better, she made me feel worse. Instead of keeping this to herself she goes and tells my whole family because she has the biggest mouth ever. Which made me just stay home all the time because I was embarrassed to be seen by family. I can never tell her anything personal because of her huge fucking mouth. I hope shes happy that I told the whole family she has herpes. Anyways, it still bothers me how fucking uncaring she was. Shes still like that today too.

/vent

[tombstone]

Well done for making it 200 days :)

For some people it is just to much to comprehend why / how someone could self harm. I'm sorry she reacted that way, but making it 200 days shows you've been strong enough to do it without her help.

[Fact]

First off, congrats on making it that long. :D

It sounds like your mother reacts to information she can't handle by spreading it around those who are most likely to back up her opinion/those who she thinks will understand her point of view.
I wouldn't worry about it too much, of course it's bothering you, but it sounds like you got your own back with the herpes situation.
If she bothers you with her ways, maybe try and talk to her about it? Perhaps not the best thing with her considering that she blabs everything she hears, but communication about the fact that you're hurt and upset by it could be helpful.

Sorry if you weren't looking for advice and it was purely just a vent.
Hope your mother learns to be quiet, mine is similar but in a different way.

[Fiction]

Well done for getting 200 days! That's awesome :)
My mum is pretty similar to yours, which is one reason why i never want her to find out. It bothers me too that my mum doesn't really care but i suppose you just gotta think about all the people that do care, and that will care in the future.

[Punk_Kid]

200 days? Nice, most I've made it to was about 90. Keep going strong. This proves that you have enough strength inside to continue without her help. Congrats:D