Underground_Network
November 10th, 2010, 07:33 PM
I take this pain as a sign of grace,
I love to endure all I can take,
You can tell me you hate me,
You can tell me you wish me dead,
I'll just nod my head and grin with
Prejudice in my veins
You'll see me one day in your dreams.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I take what you give me,
You don't give me much,
You laugh in my face
You make my head ache,
I wish I could take
Your heart and just break
It into the pieces,
You make me feel defeated,
We never even fought
But it always feels like I've been beaten.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I would never harm a soul
But maybe you're an exception,
I never really feared anything but rejection,
But you brought out my imperfections,
You stung me with injections
Of my lack of connections
I knew my sociability was a question
But you didn't give a suggestion
You just seemed to mention
That I was a sentence
With no clear beginning
No comprehensible meaning
But a very, very visible ending.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
Freeze like you've received
The disease that you injected in me,
You're now infected with your own
Bacterial deception, take it in
And feign a jovial complexion
So no one knows that you're aching
Since I finally managed to break you.
I love to endure all I can take,
You can tell me you hate me,
You can tell me you wish me dead,
I'll just nod my head and grin with
Prejudice in my veins
You'll see me one day in your dreams.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I take what you give me,
You don't give me much,
You laugh in my face
You make my head ache,
I wish I could take
Your heart and just break
It into the pieces,
You make me feel defeated,
We never even fought
But it always feels like I've been beaten.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I would never harm a soul
But maybe you're an exception,
I never really feared anything but rejection,
But you brought out my imperfections,
You stung me with injections
Of my lack of connections
I knew my sociability was a question
But you didn't give a suggestion
You just seemed to mention
That I was a sentence
With no clear beginning
No comprehensible meaning
But a very, very visible ending.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
I have the luxury of fury
It's what I've been enduring
For all the times you've screwed me
I'm changing what I've been doing,
I won't yell back or swing my fists,
I'll resist and take it in
And the next time that I see you
You'll see my eyes and freeze in total fear.
Freeze like you've received
The disease that you injected in me,
You're now infected with your own
Bacterial deception, take it in
And feign a jovial complexion
So no one knows that you're aching
Since I finally managed to break you.