Haven
November 7th, 2010, 06:26 PM
I've tried to stay out of my house as much as I could the last few days, but things have been getting somewhat bad again lately.
The fighting is increasing, the yelling, the screaming, everything. It's going to drive me nuts, and I honestly can't stand when this happens. The feeling that everything in your family is going to break simultaneously. When things like this happen, my parents move into a mood of 'lets buy their love' and do everything they can to get my attention, then they rant and shit-talk the other parent.
I honestly don't want to be in the middle of this, and I don't want to listen to any of this stupid crap any longer. I want to tell them how badly this affects me, but I can't.
But most of all? I just want them to finally reach the inevitable conclusion of their relationship already, rather than prolonging it.
It's making me sick, it's making me feel unwanted, and it's putting me in this dreary mood once again. And I won't go back there again.
dsoigesug.
rantish i guess.
sorry.
The fighting is increasing, the yelling, the screaming, everything. It's going to drive me nuts, and I honestly can't stand when this happens. The feeling that everything in your family is going to break simultaneously. When things like this happen, my parents move into a mood of 'lets buy their love' and do everything they can to get my attention, then they rant and shit-talk the other parent.
I honestly don't want to be in the middle of this, and I don't want to listen to any of this stupid crap any longer. I want to tell them how badly this affects me, but I can't.
But most of all? I just want them to finally reach the inevitable conclusion of their relationship already, rather than prolonging it.
It's making me sick, it's making me feel unwanted, and it's putting me in this dreary mood once again. And I won't go back there again.
dsoigesug.
rantish i guess.
sorry.