polkagurl
November 3rd, 2010, 10:00 PM
Okay so i have been going through a lot lately.
im trying to make myself back to me.
trying not to get scared on what happened 2 years ago - and on top of that there are stuffs with my head.
i have been stressed out with friends and such that i have been getting sick and i have the puking sensation consistantly.
it did go through - i did end up throwing up.
i didnt make myself but i helped myself? like i just was coughing more and more and bam merry christmas.
and i cannot stop it now. it just comes out in the middle of the night.
i am trying to eat as healthy as i can but things may not seem to work out at times jusst like for every typical 16 year old girl.
but yeahh should i eat certain foods ? i do not want to shelter myself from the
world and i want to make the right decisions. i pray to God everynight
so he can help me but life is hard. so any suggestions?
im trying to make myself back to me.
trying not to get scared on what happened 2 years ago - and on top of that there are stuffs with my head.
i have been stressed out with friends and such that i have been getting sick and i have the puking sensation consistantly.
it did go through - i did end up throwing up.
i didnt make myself but i helped myself? like i just was coughing more and more and bam merry christmas.
and i cannot stop it now. it just comes out in the middle of the night.
i am trying to eat as healthy as i can but things may not seem to work out at times jusst like for every typical 16 year old girl.
but yeahh should i eat certain foods ? i do not want to shelter myself from the
world and i want to make the right decisions. i pray to God everynight
so he can help me but life is hard. so any suggestions?