Disgusting thoughts !

[paigey]

ok the way i think its disgusting and perverted ! i dont know if this is a sign of something but i think there is definatly something wrong with the way i think . this may sound absolutly outragous but i think of people younger than me in a sexaul way and dreams . its not all the time but its always on my mind . i go out with people twice my age and ive never acted on my urges of having somebody younger though i have been close to touching a child
is there people out there like me ..... please hellpppp !!!!
and is this normal .

[UnknownError]

What age are you? :)

[paigey]

14 please dont think im strange

[whereismymind]

Maybe its just hormones making you think like this?. I'm 13 and I get weird thoughts from time to time just try to ignore them. And good that your being honest about this.

[Fact]

I don't think there's anything necessarily wrong with you. The fact that you've identified what you think/feel is abnormal is a good thing - it means you're aware of it and that it creeps you out, which is a good thing.

You can't control your subconscious mind basically, so you can't blame yourself for your dreams. You know it's wrong to 'touch' children - so don't do it. If you get frequent urges to start touching children, then maybe you should see someone about it or talk to some other people e.g. psychiatrist?

I have weird and disturbing thoughts like this sometimes, but I don't get worried anymore because I stop myself from thinking them and I never, ever come close to doing what I'm thinking about. It'll just come into my head and make me feel sick, so I block it out with something else.

Good luck with this, you should be able to sort it out one way or another.

[paigey]

ok thankyou guys i think i might mention it to my psciatrist .
i think this is wrong in so many ways but i just cant stop thinking it !
its like i have no control over the thoughts i think .
belive me i dont want to be thinking this !

[DarkHorses]

This happens to me sometimes, and it's suspected that I'm bipolar, which I think qualifies as a symptom of BPD. Not that I'm a professional or anything. :P But I think it would be a fairly good idea to talk to your psychiatrist about it, it may or may not be something to worry about but just in case it wouldn't hurt to bring it up. Good luck. :)

[paigey]

ok then :s it will hurt bringing it up because what if they tell my mum she'll never think of me in the same way . what are your over symptoms ? thanks

paige ,

[Sith Lord 13]

The first thing is to define "younger" and "child" You're only 14, so while I would recommend discussing it with your psychiatrist, it's possible it is something you will grow out of.

[paigey]

ok i mean younger than me i know im still a child . I hope i do grow out of it its a terrible thing i feel disgusting and dirty !!!

[Sith Lord 13]

ok i mean younger than me i know im still a child . I hope i do grow out of it its a terrible thing i feel disgusting and dirty !!!

The question is how much younger. If they're withing a year or two of you, it's normal and age appropriate. If they're 6 or 7, that's cause for a little more concern.

[paigey]

i mean lot younger like that age !! im such a freak i know i should be dead !! is there any medication for this ?

[Sith Lord 13]

i mean lot younger like that age !! im such a freak i know i should be dead !! is there any medication for this ?

You're not a freak and you shouldn't be dead. You do, however, need to talk to your psychiatrist about this.

[paigey]

ok thanks .