I don't know what to do anymore :(

[unlucky-star]

Please help I really need advice on this. I've been dealing with the issue of my sexual orientation for a while now. I'm almost positive that I'm bi but I don't know if it's just curiosity or if I really am. For a long time I've been attracted to both guys and girls but I've never been with another girl romantically and I've even found a lot of girls attractive. I'm really confused because I feel like I can't act on anything in order to find out, my mom still has issues dealing with my brother being with other males and is uncomfortable when he talks about stuff like that so I'm pretty much stuck being confused. I tried talking to someone I thought was a friend before but she told a bunch of people and they started treating me weird for a few months which made me kind of ashamed to have even brought the topic up, I really need help on this please help me!

[nick]

You need to find the courage to live your own life and be true to yourself. It could just be a curious phase or it could be something more than that, but your sexuality is not something that you can change just to suit your mother. There comes a point at which you have to put your own happiness first.