steve1234
October 31st, 2010, 10:24 AM
So for the past couple of years I haven't really had much motivation at all. TBH, I haven't really been that motivated throughout my life, but it seems very bad at the moment.
I have no thoughts about the future. I can't be bothered to work hard, or earn money. At the moment, I seriously think I would be happiest just lazing around playing computer games and watching TV for the rest of my life.
I have really tried socialising, going out, working hard, getting good grades, and all that stuff, and I'm just not happy doing that. I would just prefer to sit at home alone, doing boring lazy stuff :yawn:. I have no ambition for the future.
I have an incredible high amount of work to do as I have left it to the last minute, and I don't really seem that bothered at all.
What I would like to know is whether my motivation is down to depression, which I have been going through for the last 2 years or so, or whether thats just my personality, and nothing I can do can really change my motivation levels.
I do like to see myself as a successful person, but I feel happiest as a lazy boring person. :confused:
I have no thoughts about the future. I can't be bothered to work hard, or earn money. At the moment, I seriously think I would be happiest just lazing around playing computer games and watching TV for the rest of my life.
I have really tried socialising, going out, working hard, getting good grades, and all that stuff, and I'm just not happy doing that. I would just prefer to sit at home alone, doing boring lazy stuff :yawn:. I have no ambition for the future.
I have an incredible high amount of work to do as I have left it to the last minute, and I don't really seem that bothered at all.
What I would like to know is whether my motivation is down to depression, which I have been going through for the last 2 years or so, or whether thats just my personality, and nothing I can do can really change my motivation levels.
I do like to see myself as a successful person, but I feel happiest as a lazy boring person. :confused: