Blackouts?

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I feel like im just going threw the motions of life. And then I "wake up", theres a razor in my hand, and my arm is cut. I dont remember cutting myself or where the blade came from. I look at the time and hours have passed in what seems like minutes. I hate these blackouts. I cant get threw the day without worrying that im going to "wake" to more cuts. Im just so sick of this. What should I do?

[Fiction]

I think you should see a professional about this. This sounds like some pretty serious diassosiation (when your not aware of anything go on around you).

[Fusion]

I think it would be best to talk to a professional, especially if you are having blackouts. They will be able to give you proper answers to this as well as help. I would take the first step by removing the razors or moving them to a difficult spot and see if that helps at all.

[georgiamay]

If you don't realise that you're doing it because you're blacking out, first thing I would do is see a professional, because like Kathy said, it sounds like dissociation.

Also, get rid of the blades, because if you're blacking out, you don't know what you're doing and you aren't in control, which makes cutting so much more dangerous than it already is, because you can't conciously control how deep you're cutting.

[Shawn Micheal]

Hi
you should take it seriously and must consult some professional.
Try to ignore -ve thoughts and think of someone you loves and cares about

[closed]

We don't have any possibility to decide what is it, but I EXTEREMELY recommend to a professional. Maybe there are things t odo against this, as it can be not only annoying but also dangerous.
Best wishes.

[Sith Lord 13]

I hate to be a broken record and repeat what everyone else has said, but please see a mental health professional. A dissociative fugue like that, where you hurt yourself, is very dangerous. Please, get help.