Escaping LIfe

[insanity]

I have depression for ages now but have only relised this year, I used to think that numbness was part of everyday life. I have cut myself and scratched my hands open to much and now I am scarred. I want people to notice, I need help, but I cant seem to ask for help or talk about it, I spend more time thinking about my funeral and I am only 14. I think about suicide regularly, the only thing that keeps me holding on is my little sister. sometimes I manage to be happy but it never lasts long and I just end up feel nothing again, I hate the feeling of not caring, everyone seems to annoy me nowadays but no one ever notices me,I am like a invisible little ghost. I want to get rid of my depression but cant ask for help, I cant talk to my parents, I have no school counselling system. I just want it all to end. I am so confused.

[whereismymind]

I know how it feels when its like nobody cares and it can seem your invisible but your not and people do care. You need to talk to someone close about how you feel, and there people on here that understand. You can message me if you need to talk

[Fiction]

I also know how that feels. If you find it difficult to talk to your parents about it maybe you could write them a letter or send them an email or text. Cutting to try and get noticied is not a good idea as you could become addicted and this will cause even more problems for you.
Feel free to pm/vm or email me if you want to talk :)

[insanity]

Thank you :) but what if I make my parents feels as if they have done something wrong? I dont want to hurt them to.

[welcome_to_chaos]

it will hurt but only for awhile..but if u come to them instead of them finding out in other ways its a lot better. u have to talk to someone. if u keep it in its just gunna get worse. getting help has been one of the things that saved my life..if u ever want to talk u can always vm or pm me...im almost always on