I'm so..Confused? help? please? :)

[Errr]

Okay, so I would say I'm straight, maybe bi. My issue is this: So, I'm 15. Every guy I know wants to have sex with girls. Then there is me. I'm afraid I guess. Like I don't want to have sex or do anything with a girl because im so worried about my penis's girth,length,look,smell,texture. (Even though I know I'm completly normal, I still am SO worried.) and I worry if she'll like it, and how long i'll last, and the list goes on forever. But then I think of guys, and I'm only attracted to the ones I have great admiration or hate for. (not sure why.) and I picture sex much easier because they have what I have. But I have 0 zero emotinal connection to them. I have a much stronger connection with girls. What do I do? I don't want to be Bi/Gay just because my nervousness and worrys with sex with girls.:confused:

[nick]

Lots of people have the same worries and nervousness about revealing their private parts to a girl and having sex. Other guys may like to talk cocky about it but doesnt mean they dont get nervous too. If you get into a relationship with a girl then hopefully you will reach a point where you trust her enough to know that none of those things will matter, and when you get to have sex she wont expect it to be perfect first time.

[Fact]

From reading what you've said, I don't think you're gay/bi, just nervous around girls.
You said, you picture sex to be much easier because they 'have what you have' - that sounds more like a comfort thing, because you're thinking a guy will understand more about male genitalia etc.
As for the attraction, what level of attraction is it? Like, what goes through your mind (within reason) when you think about the guys you say you're attracted to?
It sounds to me like you're just nervous, you'll eventually learn to relax around girls which will make things much, much easier. :D

Hope this helps.