It's a punishment

[SecretHarmer]

So when I've eaten too much in one day or i've done something i thinks out of order, mean or just plain right nasty i like to punish myself for it.

I'm not a horrible person but i know sometimes i should be more considerate of others and hurting myself makes me feel better.
I sometimes want to burn myself rather than just cut because it's that little step further.

I live in the past as my lifes there so i often punish myself over and over for the past, as the guilt and regret i have there is so strong.

I wanted to share this, I'll feel better knowing i've said it.

[Rick's_Rodeo_Girl]

oh honey. The past is the past. ont punish yourself for it. Learn from it. I'm the same way. I do the same things and its the hardest to not to i know.

[Fiction]

As Devin said, the past is the past. As for self harm, it's an addiction and as with any addiction it leaves you wanting to do more and more. I started off with burning and later moved onto cutting but still burn occasinally. Burning leaves worse scars and is really not worth it, neither is cutting. Self harm only offers temporary release and will not solve your problems, is it really worth it?
Feel free to pm/vm or email me if you want to talk.

[Mike321]

I do the same as you, punish myself if I feel I've done or said something wrong in the day, not always about things from my past though
Like the other have said really, the past is the past, you cant change what happened
Self harm is never worth it, even though it feels like it at the time, its an addiction and the more you do it the harder it is to break
Feel free to PM/VM me anytime