LiTTleBrok3nDolly
October 26th, 2010, 09:54 PM
So i did a similar post a while back and its still bugging me but i have new ideas on it. The same boy i know for 4 years and ive wanted to do stuff with him but im too young and its against our religion at our age, well, not against just not a good idea.
The daydreams and feelings wont go away. I keep on wanting to go over to his house and sit next to him (like i did only once before 3 years ago) and have him randomly put his arm around me. Or have him come over to my house to have a "sleepover" with my brother and he ends up coming into my room and talking to me.
I watched videos on French kissing a few days ago on Youtube, thats how pathetic i am and i imagined it was him and i, but in a cuter situation.
Carrier-or something like the carrier the movie i saw today and i imagined that he was the boy in the sand pit and i was the girl who was asked to help get him up, but i used my hand and not the golf club and he pulled me in by my ankles and put his arms around my neck- except the sickness we were trying to get away from was one that either makes you tell every lie about how you feel towards someone or the truths. And he kept telling me how much he liked me and how pretty i was, i told him he was sick and he denied it. The way people got infected with it was by kissing or having sex. And he kept trying to kiss me but i wouldnt let him.
I keep on having the fantasies and daydreams about him like this its ANNOYING that i cant even look at him when he looks at me in RL.
My question:
Should i just live with the daydreams and such and wait till he makes a move which will most likely be when im not so sad and quiet anymore which could take a few more years?
Or should i just be a complete idiot and make ridiculous small talk over texts and make him think im trying to talk to him even though thats the truth?
HELP. :confused::(:confused::(:eek:
EEK
My earlier post on dating and relationships with the tickling one, i imaged this boy was doing it to me and that was about 2 or 3 months ago, im still having them as i already said.
I DONT KNOW if hes letting me still figure things out and doesnt wanna hurt me or if hes over me i dont want him to be over me theres already a boy whose over me who i have to get over myself. Another thing, first i told first boy i liked him 4 years too late and then i told second boy this boy i think too soon, im confused and wanna die so i wont have to deal with it
The daydreams and feelings wont go away. I keep on wanting to go over to his house and sit next to him (like i did only once before 3 years ago) and have him randomly put his arm around me. Or have him come over to my house to have a "sleepover" with my brother and he ends up coming into my room and talking to me.
I watched videos on French kissing a few days ago on Youtube, thats how pathetic i am and i imagined it was him and i, but in a cuter situation.
Carrier-or something like the carrier the movie i saw today and i imagined that he was the boy in the sand pit and i was the girl who was asked to help get him up, but i used my hand and not the golf club and he pulled me in by my ankles and put his arms around my neck- except the sickness we were trying to get away from was one that either makes you tell every lie about how you feel towards someone or the truths. And he kept telling me how much he liked me and how pretty i was, i told him he was sick and he denied it. The way people got infected with it was by kissing or having sex. And he kept trying to kiss me but i wouldnt let him.
I keep on having the fantasies and daydreams about him like this its ANNOYING that i cant even look at him when he looks at me in RL.
My question:
Should i just live with the daydreams and such and wait till he makes a move which will most likely be when im not so sad and quiet anymore which could take a few more years?
Or should i just be a complete idiot and make ridiculous small talk over texts and make him think im trying to talk to him even though thats the truth?
HELP. :confused::(:confused::(:eek:
EEK
My earlier post on dating and relationships with the tickling one, i imaged this boy was doing it to me and that was about 2 or 3 months ago, im still having them as i already said.
I DONT KNOW if hes letting me still figure things out and doesnt wanna hurt me or if hes over me i dont want him to be over me theres already a boy whose over me who i have to get over myself. Another thing, first i told first boy i liked him 4 years too late and then i told second boy this boy i think too soon, im confused and wanna die so i wont have to deal with it