Mister Self Destruct

[The Joker]

I've been getting this weird feeling for at least a year now, where I just want to take hardcore drugs and just completely wreck myself. There was a week last year where I felt that if I had heroin right there, I would've used it. I don't know. I just feel this desire to destroy myself sometimes, with drug use.

I've never done any drugs before...

[Peace God]

I've been getting this weird feeling for at least a year now, where I just want to take hardcore drugs and just completely wreck myself.
when do you get these feelings?

[Fiction]

I've had these feelings before. For me it's because i don't really like myself and i want to do anything that will let me forget iygm. Maybe it's similar for you?

[Tankinx91]

Don't do hard drugs man.. My family's been torn apart because of shit like that. My uncle died because of a heroin OD.. From what i know (from what my mom has told me) my dad was a junkie and a major cocaine addict. (i haven't seen him in 6? years)

I've had feelings like this too, but i'm not gonna say i know what you're going through because i don't. Just please don't do it, it would suck to see another life ruined because of a drug addiction.

I can really relate to what you say about the "if i had it i would do it and just not give a fuck" thing. I have lingering thoughts like that where if i had a loaded gun in front of me i'd probably just put it to my head and pull the trigger. But ya know what? In the end when its all said and done, would it have really been worth it?

R.I.P. Uncle Bobby <3 i love you so much.

[The Joker]

when do you get these feelings?

When I'm alone at night.

[Syvelocin]

Yeah, I get that feeling a lot, but I'm an ex-addict so it's a bit different since I still get the cravings. It's that "Fuck it all" feeling, you don't care about what will happen or the side affects or who it will hurt. It's that temptation to give in to something like that.

Easy thing to do, never buy/accept drugs. You can't shoot up if there's nothing to shoot up with :P Unless you're desperate to kill yourself, but I won't get into that...