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LiTTleBrok3nDolly
October 25th, 2010, 09:58 PM
Thats it. Im totally saddened. The guy i had a huge crush on in 6th and 7th grade who i found on facebook a while back and he now has a girlfriend, for her birthday posted on her pics was her literally wrapped up in his arms. He was kissing her picking her up and all over her, the pics are there, for evidence. When i saw them, i couldnt breathe, not even a tear went down my face.

Hes over me. Completely:(.

He knows i had a crush on him bcs i told him then he said he had one on me to "dummy!" it was cute, then he has a gf. Named Leah, my names Selina. MY hair is dirty straight blonde, so is hers, i read her profile and our personalities are alot alike. we have the SAME color blue grey eyes. She has a big forehead like me. :(

Is he over me or is he just acting like Chase on Zoe101 when he had a gf who looked just like Zoe just so he could have "Zoe" again??Like he was Leah just so he wont be depressed he doesnt have me? He said i should have told him i liked him that is until he had a gf in middle school then he told me on facebook he only had her bcs he didnt know i liked (like) him. Hes kissed that girl and Leah, and who knows how many other girls?

I kissed a boy but it was bcs i was feeling sad and he accepted me and made me feel worth LIVING. Now that boy means nothing to me, in fact the kissing wasnt good at all bcs my feelings were for someone else.

Theres the boy in my hall another story we dont talk just bcs, and then i see my other crush smooching it up with "Leah" and i did have a little facebook chat about him. I quote her" i love to death. He is not only my boyfriend but my best friend. We've only known each other 2 years but have been through so much together. He has seen the good, the bad, the pretty, and the ugly of me and he's still by my side. I love him so much and i plan to spend the rest of my life with him."
:(:(I KNEW HIM FOR 2 YEARS and then he dates her, is there any connection going on here or is it just me????

Im gonna cry in the shower and cut myself.

Bye.

Fiending_the_freedom
October 25th, 2010, 11:12 PM
To be blunt,
He's over you. Don't base real life situations off of things that happen on tv, unfortunately life's not as easy as that, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!

LiTTleBrok3nDolly
October 26th, 2010, 12:30 AM
What doesnt kill me only makes me stronger- i guess ill just carry on.

LiTTleBrok3nDolly
October 26th, 2010, 12:32 AM
Explains why when i told him about how i felt he didnt respond back