Getting worse

[Fiction]

I was eating more for a while... just to maintain the amount of weight i'd lost but now i'm back. I've felt dizzy and had bad headaches all day and i know all i need to do is eat... but i can't. I'm back to loosing like 1lb a day again. I'm 5" 4.3 And i weigh 98lb. I know it's not heavy. Even when i look in the mirror i can tell i'm skinny but i just can't eat. I feel so guilty when i eat. I don't even know whats wrong with me because i don't really think i'm fat.. I just want to be skinnier. I love watching my weight drop so much and it's really scaring me now. I'm starting to look and feel horrible... but at the same time i love it. I can't eat, but i want to. I don't want to feel like this anymore :/

I feel stupid because i'd heard about this becoming hard to stop but i still did it. I should have known, the same happened with my self harm. But no i didn't and now i'm here :/

[Love.Hate]

Doesn't sound too good, have you told anyone you cant eat?
Unfortunately in life most things become addictive, so its only more problems to sort out, you know from hearing self harm stories its better to tackle the problem first. So try and improve your eating habits before its too late to do anything about.
Im always here if you need to PM or VM me :) xx

[Fiction]

Thanks i did try and then it came back :/

[georgiamay]

hun, you know how to beat this. You give people advice on how to get through things like this, and now it's your turn. I know it's easier said than done, but you've said so many times that is is possible. And you know it is.

You can beat this Kathy. Do you have a friend that you really trust? Talk to them about it. Talking it through with someone really does help, and it's so much better to do it face to face with someone rather than on the internet, words on a screen can only help so much.

You know that you're not fat. Don't let this get the better of you, you're so much stronger than that.

You know you can talk to me anytime if you need someone to talk to, I'm always here :hug3:

[Fiction]

Thanks Georgia :) I've eaten more than normal today do that can't be bad :) :hug: <--- that was your hug back :P

[1_21Guns]

I was eating more for a while... just to maintain the amount of weight i'd lost but now i'm back. I've felt dizzy and had bad headaches all day and i know all i need to do is eat... but i can't. I'm back to loosing like 1lb a day again. I'm 5" 4.3 And i weigh 98lb. I know it's not heavy. Even when i look in the mirror i can tell i'm skinny but i just can't eat. I feel so guilty when i eat. I don't even know whats wrong with me because i don't really think i'm fat.. I just want to be skinnier. I love watching my weight drop so much and it's really scaring me now. I'm starting to look and feel horrible... but at the same time i love it. I can't eat, but i want to. I don't want to feel like this anymore :/

I feel stupid because i'd heard about this becoming hard to stop but i still did it. I should have known, the same happened with my self harm. But no i didn't and now i'm here :/

you were never to know it would be so hard, because theres always that odd case that can just stop and start it, you're not stupid Kathy.

you clearly don't need me to tell you that's not healthy, because you know it's not. you are in control though, even if it doesnt feel like it sometimes.
like Georgia said, you can beat it, you're strong enough you just need to realise you're the one who's in control, and that eatings not a bad thing, you managed it today, and you can manage it again.
good luck hun, i know you can get through it :hug3:

[Fiction]

Thanks Nat :) :hug: God i'm giving out hugs to everyone today ;)