It had been so long...

[Mattyboy2]

I did it again :( I don't know why, things started to seem better. I think i just caved. Maybe i don't want to get better, maybe i want to stay miserable.
I hope that isn't the case, i want to be normal again, but that won't happen. I want it back the way it was but that won't happen.
I don't want pity. I want help, encouragement, pity helps no-one. So if you're here with pity for people. Fuck off. Nobody wants it.

[closed]

maybe the cutting is a way to deal with thing, maybe since you didn't feel happy for long time, you cut just as a way to cope with strong emotions...
i'm sure in 100% that you can stop cutting, just try to focus on it. you wil lsee that everything shines brighter once you try to think more positivly.
if you need someone to talk pm me... or talk to anyone else on this thread, i'm sure nobody here will judge you!
well, good luck, i'm sure you can improve your life! :D

[ChristianaValle]

maybe the cutting is a way to deal with thing, maybe since you didn't feel happy for long time, you cut just as a way to cope with strong emotions...
i'm sure in 100% that you can stop cutting

I agree 100% on this
But I have a question for you, what is exactly normal to you?

[Mattyboy2]

"Normal" is feeling happy, not feeling as if the world is caving in on you from all around. "Normal" is a family and friends and love..... I don't have "normal"

[Musicality]

Cutting is something we do to show that we are in control of our pain...

But it's still pain, and it's dangerous.

[HeroesAndCons]

its ok Pm me if u need too