I've Fucked Up.

[Sunshine Girl]

The days are starting to blur again.
I think I want cocaine.
I went to a family therapy with my dad right after snorting pills.
When will this stop? I keep on walking to a friends. My throat burning from drinks and smoke. I really can not remember the walk home.
I need to go back to my real home.
I need advice..
On how to really make it through. Because I'm not so sure anymore. How do I.. live again.

I want to run forever.

[CardboardHeart]

Hey, Sterling.
I've been in a similiar situation to yours when it comes to pills (for my own reasons). But my best advice is to...space yourself from the tempations. It's hard though! I'm still slowly progressing, but it's better than just being stuck in the hole I was in.
I know exactly how you feel.
You can get better, in time.

[GrayLP]

I was starting to get into things like this but got in trouble with the law... lost all ways of getting any drugs... I'm over it now but I dont think mine was this serious.... im here if you need somone to talk to.

[ShatteredWings]

I'm locking this under grounds of month old, Sterling if you want it re opened PM me