i've been had

[tombstone]

i thought it was what i wanted, i came so close last night, i picked the knife up, had it against my skin, but put it down. i felt so happy, it had been a really bad day, and to overcome it all and not do it felt really good.

today however... i didn't feel the need, it was like i was on auto pilot, i thought i was finally able to cope with it but im not. after i finished burning myself i felt so good. i saw a rabbit run across the road and i thought why did i want to stop? i felt happy and confident for about an hour, and now im paying for it. i know im going to feel even worse in the morning.

it's really not worth it, your only going to end up with another problem if you resort to self harm.

/rant

[UnknownError]

i thought it was what i wanted, i came so close last night, i picked the knife up, had it against my skin, but put it down. i felt so happy, it had been a really bad day, and to overcome it all and not do it felt really good.
Well done. :hug3:
Keep trying to stop whenever you can!

today however... i didn't feel the need, it was like i was on auto pilot, i thought i was finally able to cope with it but im not. after i finished burning myself i felt so good. i saw a rabbit run across the road and i thought why did i want to stop? i felt happy and confident for about an hour, and now im paying for it. i know im going to feel even worse in the morning.
You said it yourself. Your going to pay for it and feel worst tomorrow.

it's really not worth it, your only going to end up with another problem if you resort to self harm.
At least you know this, that should help you in trying to stop.

/rant
Ranting is good. It gets your feelings out. :)

PM or VM me if you want to talk. :)

[ChristianaValle]

Im glad that you have found out what happens after you cut. Some people are deny that it can just make things worse.