MhWrestler152
October 12th, 2010, 06:35 PM
Alright so my best friend that I literally known since I was like 3 years old is getting on my nerves. For the past few months shes been putting me down and making me feel like that I'm a terrible friend. It's hard to make her happy because she can get pissed off so easily and it bothers the hell out of me. I love her but she pisses me off. I say to my other friend that I can't do it anymore and that I can't be friends with her if shes gonna treat me like shit. But the next day I completely forget and I talk to her again. Then the same stuff happens the next week and so on. Well right now the second friend told the first friend that I been calling her stupid when they both fight. I only call her stupid to make the second friend feel better. I say the same thing to the first friend and she still hates me. She doesn't understand that they are both my best friends in the whole wide world and when they fight I do everything I can to get them back together. I tell them that I join their side only to make them feel that they have at least one person on their side. And trust me this works. But I never told them about it. Now the first friend is seriously mad at me this time and she keeps saying that I talk shit about her. I honestly feel like killing myself when this stuff happens (yeah I am a little suicidal.) I love her so much and I will die for her and I can't take it when shes mad at me. What the hell should I do before I go crazy!
Edit: Moments after I posted this our "song" that we claimed ours came on Pandora. I started to cry.
Edit: Moments after I posted this our "song" that we claimed ours came on Pandora. I started to cry.