Why the [email protected]#$ am i doing this

[mranderson]

Theres blood trickling down my chest, my cuts are burning. Sometimes i feel amazing while doing this, i feel like i dont need food to fix everything but at the same time it makes me want to end it all....i feel exposed to everyone, like everyone noes..i just want to sit there,,curled up in a little ball and let everything fly by. Im failing in school and its only bin a month...and my parents always yell at me...The world seems dark to me...thats the only way to explain it....Ive cut 3 times today and every time its biin for longer and deeper...I dont have anyone to talk to because i dont trust anyone..i had to say something somewhere because i was going insane...

[UnknownError]

Dont worry, things will get better.
Try your best at school, then your parents might stop shouting at you.
Aslong as YOU know you've tried, thats what matters.
Make sure to clean the cuts on your chest, you'll regret them. Thats probably one of the worst places to cut, as its very public.
You said you don't trust anyone, remember everyone on this site will talk to you.
PM or VM if you want to talk. :)

[welcome_to_chaos]

you always have someone to talk to..your never alone. if you want to talk you can always vm me and ill help in any way i can. :hug3: im always here and i care bout what happens

[closed]

many parents are afraid of their child to cut\be depressed, and don't know how to react. try to talk to one of your parents calmly, because they are not mind readers, and they may help you.
-how to get out of this situation\feelings? it's not easy, but while you are trying, or at school, try to focus on the thought that it's possible, it has been done before, and you are capable to be an excellent student, and everything is at reach. feel allways free to pm me for anything, ill gladly hear you out and try to help you.
-btw, the feeling of cutting is addictive, and once you get into a routine with it, you will have to work hard to stop. try to stop yourself next time before cutting, but remember that no one will judge you, and it's your call.

[Mike321]

Even if it doesnt seem like it now, things will get better, it wont be like this forever.
As Connor said, just try your best at school, as longs as you know you've given it your best shot, thats all that matters.
As I'm sure you know cutting is very addictive, and once you get into a routine of doing it, its very hard to break, but you'll never be alone, you can talk to anyone of us on here.

[whereismymind]

things will get worse before they get better, keep trying your hardest at school and don't let your parents get to you. If you don't think you can't trust anyone there's loads of people on here you can talk to. Feel free to message me if you need to.