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October 12th, 2010, 03:06 PM
i guess ill start from the begining?
i'm 14, live in israel (i haven't died\killed anyone yet and not going to), male, orientation? well, i was everything at the time but now i don't know... i was originally jewish but i conider myslef atheist\pagan. got 2 siblings (two more than i can hadle) both younger than me.have a cute brittish antipathic cat names churchill.
short version of my boring life?
i was born first child to a russian family in israel and speak russian at home. i like cooking psychology and music. i'm the phylosophic type which can think about something not imprtant and never get bored. i allways found myself different (not only orrientationaly) and i guess that this and being pesimistic brought me to where i am - depressed, suicidal (with mood swings) and sarcastic. i feel way to much feelings than i should, and usually it's negative and towards myself. i like metal & classic music. ninth grade my parents are (acting like) happily married but living in different countries... i find the world cruel unnesecary and evil, and even though i sound like some guy who sprays on cars and lits up buildings i'm not, and i try my best to be a good person. but so are all of us... shortly - i'm a walking cliche.
(sorry it was so long)
i'm 14, live in israel (i haven't died\killed anyone yet and not going to), male, orientation? well, i was everything at the time but now i don't know... i was originally jewish but i conider myslef atheist\pagan. got 2 siblings (two more than i can hadle) both younger than me.have a cute brittish antipathic cat names churchill.
short version of my boring life?
i was born first child to a russian family in israel and speak russian at home. i like cooking psychology and music. i'm the phylosophic type which can think about something not imprtant and never get bored. i allways found myself different (not only orrientationaly) and i guess that this and being pesimistic brought me to where i am - depressed, suicidal (with mood swings) and sarcastic. i feel way to much feelings than i should, and usually it's negative and towards myself. i like metal & classic music. ninth grade my parents are (acting like) happily married but living in different countries... i find the world cruel unnesecary and evil, and even though i sound like some guy who sprays on cars and lits up buildings i'm not, and i try my best to be a good person. but so are all of us... shortly - i'm a walking cliche.
(sorry it was so long)