DreamSeeker
October 5th, 2010, 05:49 PM
Hi, I'm George and I'm 13 (Nearly 14) and don't really like discussing my problems but found this forum online and thought I would see how you lot can help as looking through it seems everyone is very helpful and nice.
Well, I'm not very popular as I'm one of the smart kids and tend to be annoying and apparently lack social skills so don't have ANY true friends. I used to have one but even they can't help me.
Here's how the story lately went
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There is this girl in my form and after I had a sort of fling with this other girl that I don't even consider that it was a fling as it was something small and did not even matter. But me and "M" as I will call her became really good friends in Year 7 (UK school years) and started flirting lots through the year, and said we "Went out" but it was never proper. This was all in 2009.
But then in Year 8, October 31st 2009 we started a proper relationship and I loved her. My first girlfriend and I could have nothing happier. But come February/March 2010 we had our ups and downs and then eventually April 6th 2010 we broke up. Which broke my heart completely.
I could not cope and have had ups and downs since then, I felt suicidal, did self-harm (Just cutting wrists) and could not get anything done. It's been 6 months and the self-harming stopped but it has not much else changed.
I still love this girl like nothing else, she moved on a week after which hurt me, we both have not dated since then but she tells me to find someone else. But the thing is every other girl in my year hates me due to the having no friends and everything. The reason I lost someone who I thought was my friend is that they laughed at my slitting and spread it round the school :(.
But the girl is in my classes and we used to be very good friends before in Year 7 texting all night etc. Now we hardly text at all, we fight lots and everything. But I really want a second chance.
I know it's been 6 months today (6th October). And October 31st it would have been a year as we were going out for about 5 months. But I am seeing a counsellor but I just need more help on what I could do. Everyone laughs at me about it, when they ask if I am over her sometimes I will lie, but when I say Yes they laugh and have a go saying why won't I get over her and everything.
So I really don't know what to do, I want her back but have no clue on what to do :'( And what to do this month as I am going to be really upset and don't know :'(
[Sorry if I broke any rules or anything :(]
Well, I'm not very popular as I'm one of the smart kids and tend to be annoying and apparently lack social skills so don't have ANY true friends. I used to have one but even they can't help me.
Here's how the story lately went
________________________
There is this girl in my form and after I had a sort of fling with this other girl that I don't even consider that it was a fling as it was something small and did not even matter. But me and "M" as I will call her became really good friends in Year 7 (UK school years) and started flirting lots through the year, and said we "Went out" but it was never proper. This was all in 2009.
But then in Year 8, October 31st 2009 we started a proper relationship and I loved her. My first girlfriend and I could have nothing happier. But come February/March 2010 we had our ups and downs and then eventually April 6th 2010 we broke up. Which broke my heart completely.
I could not cope and have had ups and downs since then, I felt suicidal, did self-harm (Just cutting wrists) and could not get anything done. It's been 6 months and the self-harming stopped but it has not much else changed.
I still love this girl like nothing else, she moved on a week after which hurt me, we both have not dated since then but she tells me to find someone else. But the thing is every other girl in my year hates me due to the having no friends and everything. The reason I lost someone who I thought was my friend is that they laughed at my slitting and spread it round the school :(.
But the girl is in my classes and we used to be very good friends before in Year 7 texting all night etc. Now we hardly text at all, we fight lots and everything. But I really want a second chance.
I know it's been 6 months today (6th October). And October 31st it would have been a year as we were going out for about 5 months. But I am seeing a counsellor but I just need more help on what I could do. Everyone laughs at me about it, when they ask if I am over her sometimes I will lie, but when I say Yes they laugh and have a go saying why won't I get over her and everything.
So I really don't know what to do, I want her back but have no clue on what to do :'( And what to do this month as I am going to be really upset and don't know :'(
[Sorry if I broke any rules or anything :(]