it just keeps happening

[Angelita]

and i really want to stop, but i have no idea where to start. I finally have somebody in my life that is willing to help me with therapy and take the right steps to getting better. I am freaking out about it though. I am so scared to just take the next step. I have been drowning myself in drugs and liquor for about seven years now...I am tired of going through this. I just want a normal life again. I don't even know what normal is anymore...:confused::confused::confused:

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

Change is good. Embrace it. Im glad ur getting help. Being scared is normal, but just remember this is for the better.

[1_21Guns]

You have someone to help you, so let them guide you.
Yes, this is one of the scariest bits of getting better, but once this mountain is over, you can get on with the life you want.
good luck hun,
:hug:

[georgiamay]

It's so good that you have someone to help you. Taking that step to get help is the biggest step towards getting better, and it's also the scariest one. But it's also the most useful and effective one.

Good luck, and take care :hug3:

[Fiction]

Getting help is scary, and the hardest part of getting better, but if you can do this you can go all the way, you can get better. :)