justalovestruckteen
October 1st, 2010, 05:52 PM
So there's this girl, well she's kinda my ex. We been together before.
(hopefully she;'s right and she is banned form vt)
We fell for each other during the summer, and our relationship look well, but I felt guilty cause it was supposedly against god (no comment on that) . I broke up with her, we remained close friends.A week later, her family found emails we sent to each other, I was helping her get over her cutting and suicide thoughts, now her finally thinks she'll kill herself. She went out of my life for two weeks, the worst two weeks of my life.I still had feelings for her and I would give anything to have her back. After two weeks,to my delight she came back into my life and we were close friends as always, she seem more happy than before. I wanted to tell her I still love her but I was afraid to.well one day maybe about three or two weeks later, she ask me to cyber with her. I found out she still had feelings for me.So for about 3 night/days we would yeah do it.my school was going to start on the next week tuesday and her's on wensday. On monday though she told me she hates me. It could be peer pressure cause all her friends hate me. but she did'nt walk out of my life, and we continued on our friendship as always with little "i hate you bits" and some "I love you" bits too. We went on like that until perviously, she told me the truth is she loves me. I thought she did, I mean she is nice altough she 'hates' me, and now we are both wondering
What should we do?
and is she just joking this time? she always jokes.
(hopefully she;'s right and she is banned form vt)
We fell for each other during the summer, and our relationship look well, but I felt guilty cause it was supposedly against god (no comment on that) . I broke up with her, we remained close friends.A week later, her family found emails we sent to each other, I was helping her get over her cutting and suicide thoughts, now her finally thinks she'll kill herself. She went out of my life for two weeks, the worst two weeks of my life.I still had feelings for her and I would give anything to have her back. After two weeks,to my delight she came back into my life and we were close friends as always, she seem more happy than before. I wanted to tell her I still love her but I was afraid to.well one day maybe about three or two weeks later, she ask me to cyber with her. I found out she still had feelings for me.So for about 3 night/days we would yeah do it.my school was going to start on the next week tuesday and her's on wensday. On monday though she told me she hates me. It could be peer pressure cause all her friends hate me. but she did'nt walk out of my life, and we continued on our friendship as always with little "i hate you bits" and some "I love you" bits too. We went on like that until perviously, she told me the truth is she loves me. I thought she did, I mean she is nice altough she 'hates' me, and now we are both wondering
What should we do?
and is she just joking this time? she always jokes.