You ever feel like you're going no-where?

[MadManWithaBox]

I mean, I've been doing this shit for what, 4 years. I've been talking to people about it, and trying to deal and get help with it, for 2 years, from when I was 13, to now, when I'm 17. And yet, I feel like I haven't moved at all, if anything, I've gone backwards, and it disheartens me somewhat, you know. Anyone else?

[georgiamay]

I've felt like that quite a few times over the years.

To me it seems like you are moving forwards. The fact that you're talking about it with people, and getting help, is moving forward. You might not see it, but it is.
You are certainly not moving backwards, in fact, you're doing the opposite. You have admitted to yourself, and other people that you have a problem with this, which is a very big step forward.

You can beat this matt, I know you can :hug: