Depressed

[tictac]

Some people see me as a cheery person but thats not the truth on the inside i just want to cry not kill myself but weep to my self One day I met a kid on XBL His name Wally he basicly became like a brother to me i became bi later when we were friends and we both loved each other and meet eachother sometime I even helped him not commit suicide which built a stronger bond between us but about a month ago It was ruined by a hacker who would hack me and all my friends if i didnt get rid of him and at school my situation got worse Now I am a good student and all but my classmates don't think so im bullied called dumbass, retard,dum, or just plain stupid and now Wally could'nt help me I became depressed got bad dreams and thoughts like my mom dying if I ever lost my mom I would die because her my teachers and wally kept me okay i lost wally so I love my mom so much that even though im 13 i ask her to tuck me in cuddle and Im basicly a big baby when im near my mom and last week i was so depressed that i literally wanted to curl up in a pit and die but my mom and teachers were there for me if you notice on VT that im always trying to help it's because i don't want any of you to feel this way sure there are worse stories but i want you to read this and hopfully stay a good kid a happy unlike most of mylife :(

[judthryn]

hi tictac!!
every person is a kid to his/her mom.. how old you may be..
but have in mind that you have responsibility, and im sorry about your friend wally, u wouldn't have missed him.

[Fiction]

I understand how you feel, i've felt like this before but you have to believe that it will go away. maybe you should tell a teacher or your mum about the bullies at school? Or talk to them about what's upsetting you? As for your friend... I'm sorry about that but there are laods of people on this site that will help you like Wally did. I'm not suggesting you replace him i'm just saying we are all here for you. feel free to Vm me anytime to talk about anything :)