Ugh...

[Ender]

So today, my best friend asked me why im so depressed. Apparently ive had alot of mood swings lately.

Idk, since january i've been upset. I thought I was doing better, but my friends say im depressed.....

Ima make this short;
In january, the man of my dreams, who I'd been having relations with (but to me it was SO much more than that), just got up and left.

To this day, he still wont reply to my texts, emails, IM's, etc. Wont look me in the eye, avoids me in class and in the halls, at lunch he gives short one word replies, if any.


Idk wat to do, I love him so much, but i like, dont even exist to him.

I cant even get over him, or be happy. I really just want to live a happy life, enjoy talking to my friends, and not have them worrying about me.

Help....

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

:p
Try just talking to him, ask him why he's avoiding you, try talking it out!

And he keeps avoiding you, don't waste your time trying to chase him around, anyone who can't recognize what an awesome guy you are isn't worth it ^__^

[The Joker]

I think he was scared of having a relationship- it's tough for most people to be gay.

[Ender]

Yeah, i forgot to mention hes completely straight, and before all this he was a homophobe. He tells me he only got with me cuz i was a good friend. If thats true... Then y arent we still friends? Ugh, i want him back :/

@Drew i do, he avoids me