help!

[itzyogrll]

ok 1st off i dont want people judge me right now cuz this wasnt my falt well i was raped lastnite bad by my step dad he didnt cum inside of me but when he was done i was so scared it was unprotected i told my mom but she didnt believe me so i went to the bathroom and washed down there with soap and even inside maybe thinking it would kill the sperm and after i had fallin asleep then he came back into my room and raped me again after he said he already came in the toilet i threatned to tell but he said no one will believe me cuz even my mom doesnt my problem is was since he already came then "washed it" he did it again......so is there a chance i could be pregnant.....my mom thinks im a whore for even telling her i cant tell anyone else now ihave no one to run to i need help but im not ready to tell!!! am i pregnant??? i dont want my mom to hate me anymore......ugh i hate myself im such a slut whore and stupid hes been trying to touch me for 2 YEARS and he finally did when my guard was down....icant stop crying...im not making this up please

[laurita_21]

It's possible you might be pregnant, you NEED to tell someone before he does this again! Tell the police maybe, I know how you feel about not telling people but it's for your own good
Your are not a slut or whore, this wasn't your fault ok?
This happened to me twice before a few years back, you can always PM me if you want to talk about it :)

[itzyogrll]

thank you ill try....im not even suppose to be on the computer.....they dont let me... i just need someone....

[Paladino]

You HAVE to tell the police, also do a pregnancy check. You are not a slut or a whore like Laura said its not your fault it was his. I really hope you are alright, that was a horrible thing he done.

[Chris_Likes_Drums]

As well as what Laura put..have a look through the abuse forum, thats where this should be, but there are a few things on rape in there that might also be able to help you.
You're NOT a whore or a slut. Remember that, its not your fault either.

[itzyogrll]

thank you....

[niceguy44]

go to the police before it happens again. take a pregancy check.
it was not your fault.
no way are you a slut or a whore.

[GamerCody]

You need to go to the police immediately! What he is doing is wrong and scary... I'll be keeping you in my thoughts...

[nick]

You need to report this otherwise, and sorry to frighten you, its likely to happen again and again. If you cant go to the police use a school councellor, or your doctor, but dont just allow it to continue. There is always a small risk of pregnancy from precum, in your position I would try to get hold of the morning after pill.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

general puberty :arrow: abuse

[mmmark1985]

How about going to ur school nurse or doctor and just saying you had sex or something and then tell them what happened. YOU are not bad, slutty, or a whore ok? YOU were raped! so you gotta help urself and get help ok? no way u can deal with this on ur own. It sucks but u gotta tell somebody who can help.

[itzyogrll]

thank u all please pray for me.....i told my mom is believeing me and he was arested.....it was so hard but thank u all thank u all of u are in my prayers

[Asylum]

that is great you told the police and he is arrested :) that is a huge step, and that is great. my suggestion to you now is go get some therapy.. so you can talk it out. what you went through was hard. i hope you are doing better. remeber we on VT are here for you. PM me if you need me. i'm here for you ok? *huggles* you will be in my prayers. i'm glad yor mother is believeing you now :)

[disassociation2016]

I'm glad it worked out considering the circumstances, but things like this don't go away and I'd like you to know if you need anyone to talk to I'm here. Post up on my visitor messages and I'll give you my MSN.

[Brittany123]

I'm glad he got arrested but I know it probably was a traumatizing exoerience. If you ever need to talk just send me a message. I'm here for anyone who needs help

[tatuboy327]

ok 1st off i dont want people judge me right now cuz this wasnt my falt well i was raped lastnite bad by my step dad he didnt cum inside of me but when he was done i was so scared it was unprotected i told my mom but she didnt believe me so i went to the bathroom and washed down there with soap and even inside maybe thinking it would kill the sperm and after i had fallin asleep then he came back into my room and raped me again after he said he already came in the toilet i threatned to tell but he said no one will believe me cuz even my mom doesnt my problem is was since he already came then "washed it" he did it again......so is there a chance i could be pregnant.....my mom thinks im a whore for even telling her i cant tell anyone else now ihave no one to run to i need help but im not ready to tell!!! am i pregnant??? i dont want my mom to hate me anymore......ugh i hate myself im such a slut whore and stupid hes been trying to touch me for 2 YEARS and he finally did when my guard was down....icant stop crying...im not making this up please
Never mind this one... see other one. :D

[tatuboy327]

thank u all please pray for me.....i told my mom is believeing me and he was arested.....it was so hard but thank u all thank u all of u are in my prayers

Well I didnt read all the way down so I said everything as if you didnt report it, but I'm glad it all worked out, I'll say a prayer for you for it to continue.
-Alex
You can ingnore my other post... :]