Asylum
September 19th, 2010, 11:48 PM
i didn't kno where to post this..
this started a few months ago.. and well it's embarrassing.. :( i will move my neck sharply side to side or in a cicle withotu realizing ti.. i've becae to notice i dind't notice i'd do ti because my mother and friend Jeanette would pont it out and laugh. They still joke about it. and it hurts a lot. i think anxiety caused this.. whenever i get really anxious i apparently do it.. i jsut really want to stop, but i don't know how, sometimes even when i think about it i can't control it.. it's so embarassing.. :( i hate myself for doing it.. i do it in school, public palces, and people look at me weirdly..
today my neighbors friend was over and he started to make fun of it.. with his other friend.. :( people don't know how much this really hurts me and how much i'm embarrassed by it...
this started a few months ago.. and well it's embarrassing.. :( i will move my neck sharply side to side or in a cicle withotu realizing ti.. i've becae to notice i dind't notice i'd do ti because my mother and friend Jeanette would pont it out and laugh. They still joke about it. and it hurts a lot. i think anxiety caused this.. whenever i get really anxious i apparently do it.. i jsut really want to stop, but i don't know how, sometimes even when i think about it i can't control it.. it's so embarassing.. :( i hate myself for doing it.. i do it in school, public palces, and people look at me weirdly..
today my neighbors friend was over and he started to make fun of it.. with his other friend.. :( people don't know how much this really hurts me and how much i'm embarrassed by it...