Numb

[Asylum]

i look in the mirror and who do i see
an ugly image staring back at me.
black tear stained face, blood stained arms,
insanity coming back again.
i'm losing feeling, and i can't even cry.
numb physically and emotionally with pain inside
i needs some release
something to make me at peace
all i want to do is sleep
running from feelings i can no longer hide.
the pain is just too much to bear..
i feel like i'm screaming,
but no one can hear me,
no one knows what this feeling really is.
anxiety turning,
my flesh burning,
just to start feeling again.
save me from myself,
i can't keep runnng liek this.