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[Silentsilver]

I'm not sure if this is the right section but here it goes, I'm a full time student taking 7 classes math being my hardest subject i studied for a test went in to take it and my nose started bleeding and it got all over the paper which caused me to leave class and fail the test, My car broke down after class and i dont have the money to fix it, and my parents are going to take me off the insurance if i don't keep all my classes and find a job which is impossible with the unemployment rate where i live. and to top it all off my best friend is really sick no one knows whats wrong the meds hes taking for them make him a different person, my life feels so hollow and meaningless.

Just needed somewhere to vent

-Thanks

[Scarface]

Well, first of all I'm really happy you came here to vent. Venting is a really good way to get everything off you chest and to feel the slightest bit of relief. It sure does sound like you're going through an awful lot right now. Tests are especially stressful and can put a lot of distraction and strain on your thoughts and your body. I'm very sorry to hear that went over like that with your test, is there anyway you can get a rescheduling to retake it?

School is definitely stressful and having the grades as an incentive to work harder can be an advantage and a disadvantage. #1 being it motivates you to get better grades, but the disadvantage is that you're a lot more pressured and it sets of anxiety because of the consequences of not meeting the standards set.

Remember though one day at a time. You have 24hrs in one day you. you don't have to go out and get straight A's in one session. Just improve class by class tackling one thing at a time that way it's less stressful. Maybe you could get yourself a study buddy to work with and boost you on future tests. Also note: if you have a dry nose or whatever it may have been that caused your nose bleed there is something called saline spray (http://coldflu.about.com/od/medications/gr/salinespray.htm) it helps with your nose making it less dry and prone to nose bleeds.

I definitely feel you where it comes to finding a job. I can't speak too much on it because I got really lucky. Though the way you could fix that by making yourself a resume and maybe putting it on Monster.com or going to local places around where you live to see if there is anyone hiring. Never give up.

As for your friend, I really hope they find what's wrong and everything works out there. I know you're probably very concerned. Just hope for the best okay? Never think the worst unless it happens for sure. Don't think so low about yourself or your life. In life there will be plenty of ups and downs, but it's those good times that make memories and the good times always happen. Just right now is a rough patch, don't give up all hope yet okay? Everything is going to get better. Until then, I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. If you want, you can VM me anytime. I hope things get better.
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[Silentsilver]

Thanks alot goose! major respect, And my nose bleeds was caused by high blood pressure from stress which is caused from not knowing whats going on with my friend and the stress from school and not being able to find a job, i took my girl out to a nice breakfast this morning it helped a lil to see her laugh and be happy :)

[Scarface]

I'm glad I could be of some help. Stress can be quite the drainer, but you don't have to let it get to you because good things are bound to happen as they always do. I'm also happy you got to see your girl laugh today. It's good to have some positivity, remember stay optimistic even in the worst sort of situations because you will always prevail.