i feel so numb

[allsoulsareblack]

i just feel so numb and mad at the moment i caint get a job a bf or my family to realy care i feel like all i feel is anger and thats not good i feel my mind is just broken im suposed to be on meds but i tore the perscription up im not taking them i like the way i feel sometimes and there stop i just keep screwing evry thing up and wishing that i could just die because i just caint stand life and i just want 2 die this wouldnt be happenin if i could selfharm but i caint cus i got sent to a asylum a few months ago and if i get sectioned again its for 6months or more i just fucking hate the world and evry on in it dont no how u can help or if u can but will chat

[welcome_to_chaos]

well first off sh is never the answer. and if you were shing you still would proibilly feel this way. just hold in there there are many people where you are right now. and even worse. thing is tho it will get better soon :) just remember that you will always have people who care about you no matter what :)

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[Obscene Eyedeas]

I know you might not like this but you should take your meds, they're there to help. i'm sure everyone cares but they just don't know what to say. sometimes people blame themselves for a loved 1 self harming and think the best thing to do is give them space. sit your parents down tell them how you feel, take your meds and get a councillor it's really going to help if you let it