My Dearest, I've Missed You.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

"You're useless."
"You don't ever do anything."
"You act like you're fucking stupid."
"Maybe you are."
"You're nothing but a cunt!"

Sticks and Stones will break your bones, but words will make you slit your wrists..
I guess it's true...It's been over a year I'd say since I last cut, but today, being screamed at by my mother, being told how useless and worthless I am..It seemed like the only escape. It was small, but it still shames me, I thought I got over this problem a while back, I can truly say, right now, I hate myself, and I hate her.
It's a tiny cut, yet it's been 15minutes now and it's still slightly bleeding.. I'll have to bandage it.
More screaming yet to come as soon as she finds out I guess, oh well, maybe the blood loss is the thrill I've been looking for...

[Sith Lord 13]

:hug:

Tyger, it's just a stumbling block. Just a small relapse. It's going to be OK. You went over a year, and you can go longer again. Don't let one stumbling block make you hate yourself.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

"You're useless."
"You don't ever do anything."
"You act like you're fucking stupid."
"Maybe you are."
"You're nothing but a cunt!"

Sticks and Stones will break your bones, but words will make you slit your wrists..
I guess it's true...It's been over a year I'd say since I last cut, but today, being screamed at by my mother, being told how useless and worthless I am..It seemed like the only escape. It was small, but it still shames me, I thought I got over this problem a while back, I can truly say, right now, I hate myself, and I hate her.
It's a tiny cut, yet it's been 15minutes now and it's still slightly bleeding.. I'll have to bandage it.
More screaming yet to come as soon as she finds out I guess, oh well, maybe the blood loss is the thrill I've been looking for...

Ty i know hun how much words can hurt but they only have as much power as we give them. quitting self harm i've always viewed is not being reliant on it. in everything we do in life we'll always make a slip or two but that doesn't mean failure it means: whoops oh well i won't do that again. and you can say that because after a year you don't rely on cutting anymore. it was just a slip remember that.

[Mike321]

Its just a small step back, I know words can really hurt, but you musn't let this get you down.
You went for over a year without cutting, and thats really good, you can do it again, and more
Dont hate yourself for it

[1_21Guns]

"You're useless."
"You don't ever do anything."
"You act like you're fucking stupid."
"Maybe you are."
"You're nothing but a cunt!"

Sticks and Stones will break your bones, but words will make you slit your wrists..
I guess it's true...It's been over a year I'd say since I last cut, but today, being screamed at by my mother, being told how useless and worthless I am..It seemed like the only escape. It was small, but it still shames me, I thought I got over this problem a while back, I can truly say, right now, I hate myself, and I hate her.
It's a tiny cut, yet it's been 15minutes now and it's still slightly bleeding.. I'll have to bandage it.
More screaming yet to come as soon as she finds out I guess, oh well, maybe the blood loss is the thrill I've been looking for...

Ty, first off, i'm going to correct you there,
being told how useless and worthless I am..
you're not useless, not to me, and not to anyone else on here.
secondly, as everyones told you, it's a stumble back, and it'll only knock you as far back as you let it.
you're so much stronger than this Ty!
I know you are.
blood loss is never a thrill to be looked for, it's never one you really need, and you certainly don't need it.
but i'm sure you already know that.
come on Ty, you're so much more than that.
you know where I am.
:hug: