Help me please!!!

[Sarah9]

Hi all,

I am looking for some advice from people who have been through this before. I started cutting about 3 months ago (I kept telling myself it was ok cause it wasnt very deep), but during the last week my life has flipped upside down, about 1.5 months ago I got diagnosed with depression and have been seeing a counseller. So letting you all know I am getting help.

Over the last month my parents separated, and this week my dad, brother and I moved out, my dad confessed that he had a been talking to someone over the last week and brought her over to meet us on our first day in the new house, then they clearly disappeared for some time alone.

I felt totally overwhelmed but felt good know that I could just self harm and feel a bit better. But on our second night in the new house we had a party and my friend had had so much alcohol that she told my dad what I was doing and he asked me to show him.

I was so upset that I just wanted to die... Since then I have felt so insane and isolated they keep trying to help I know they are but they are watching me like a hawk taken my things (cutting things) away and wanted to look at them again and told me to put this cream on it. I am now so angry and upset at everyone that I just dont wanna be here I dont want to talk to my counseller I just feel like the biggest freak in the world.

I just dont know what to do...please help!

[georgiamay]

it's hard when parents seperate, i know what that's like, I've been there.
But what you need to remember is no matter how much better you feel when you cut, it's only temporary. Everything will go back to how it was before, and nothing will have changed. It might sound harsh, but it's true. Cutting won't solve anything, and neither will not talking to your councellor.

The fact that you've posted in here shows me that you want help, and you want to get better, and if you don't talk to your councellor, that's going to be harder for you to do. If you talk to them, they'll be able to help you through this.

I know it doesn't seem like it, but your family taking away what you use to cut yourself actually seems like a good idea, because it takes away the temptation to cut.

Everyone here knows what you're going through, so you've come to the right place to ask for help.

I know what you're going through hun, so you can PM me anytime if you need to talk, I'm always here :hug:

[welcome_to_chaos]

Like georgia said most people on here know what its like :) including me. just know your not alone were all here for you...:) if u ever need 2 talk just vm me

[Azunite]

My parents are divorced, my mum is sleeping with a guy who is not his husband, my dad yells me for no reason...

I want to die for a week now, and it doesn't help you. I want to leave the school, move away with few friends, forget about parents, forget about all other crap...
But an advice, it doesn't help you to sit and mourn.
By the way, you aren't the biggest freak in the world, I am.

Ask me ! My mum's a total bitch she keeps dating with other people and she dresses like a whore and she keeps saying " What is wrong with my dress? "
Well, it seems that your parents are not the only problem of yours.
First of all, stop cutting yourself. Second, forget about people all around you. Third, come here and lock yourself into VT to forget all of your problems.

Really it helps, plus I am here for any questions :)