I let him slip away (Duncan)

[schrei jess]

The way I used to feel,
When all I ever thought about was him
How did things go so wrong
I miss him more than its
natural to miss someone

Thoughts would cross my mind
of what I would say to him
when I just got the courage
to tell him I loved him
so much that I couldn’t even
express it, it was too much
for me to even think about

Jealousy was something that
I was so easily taken by
that I got so carried away
and let myself destroy
what little I had
And how I regret it so much
So that I wish I could turn back time
and stop myself before I killed the
love that he had possibly had for me

Maybe if I hadn’t been so shy and insecure
I could have let him know that he was my world
My world when all I had was sadness
and hate, hate for who I was
And that's all I have these days
because I let him slip away
I let him slip away

[*Dissident*]

wow, nice work, once again.

[schrei jess]

Thanks, that was about my first and only boyfriend. I got insanely jealous and broke up with him but I wish I hadnt, he was all I had.