Syvelocin
September 13th, 2010, 06:26 PM
I just find it odd that within the last few months or so, I've had 3+ dreams about being admitted to the hospital yet again. They started after the last time I went, but never before. It's the same counselor there that I hate, who sees me and smiles, saying something around the lines of "I knew you'd be back again." Though what is never included is any detail about why I'm there again, and they never include anything about my psychiatric problems. It's just the idea of being there again.
Though, that was the adolescent ward. I won't even see that counselor for the third time that I'm hospitalized (which probably will happen). I have no problem with hospitals, I actually quite enjoyed them over living at home with my parents. I've been twice, both within one year (August 2009 and April 2010). But the dreams are so weird. I don't tend to overanalyze dreams since all my dreams have plotlines that even the most imaginative fantasy writer would never think up. I just don't know why I'm dreaming of the hospital, but I've never had any dreams that included anything about cutting or suicide or any of my psychiatric problems. They tend to be nonexistent in my dreams.
Though, that was the adolescent ward. I won't even see that counselor for the third time that I'm hospitalized (which probably will happen). I have no problem with hospitals, I actually quite enjoyed them over living at home with my parents. I've been twice, both within one year (August 2009 and April 2010). But the dreams are so weird. I don't tend to overanalyze dreams since all my dreams have plotlines that even the most imaginative fantasy writer would never think up. I just don't know why I'm dreaming of the hospital, but I've never had any dreams that included anything about cutting or suicide or any of my psychiatric problems. They tend to be nonexistent in my dreams.