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September 12th, 2010, 10:44 PM
Okay well I have this crush on a guy ever since I have saw him when I was a freshman. Well like I added him on facebook like my friend is good friends with him, and I didn't know. Well like my crush started talking to me, and well that is how I added him. Then I posted on his wall then we started talking, but I wasn't on facebook for months. Well then he posted on my wall, but I didn't reply because I was too busy. Then he commented a photo of me he was gay. Then he messaged me saying he wanted my booty but he was joking. Then later on we started talking more, and one day I was sad because of my boyfriend, and he cheered me up I never asked him. Then he told me that he wasn't gay. Well, one time I was talking about my boyfriend then he got mad because he doesn't like it when his girl friends talk about their ex/boyfriends, but we still talked. Then later we started to get very close, and we have known each others secrets . He has helped me a lot I never ask for anything he just does it itself. He gives me these mixed feelings, like I can't tell if I'm being used or not. My boyfriend says that I have changed ever since I have talked to him. I've been more sad, but my crush makes me smile. He is really nice, funny, and a good friend. He told me if he can go to my house any day, and to tell him hi when I see him at school, but I am shy my friends say that I really should talk to him, but its hard. I can't choose who to be with like my boyfriend is very understanding, and everything great, but its long distance, and like I don't really deserve him. My crush is okay also, but like I don't think he likes me, and like its hard getting over him. I have tried, but I never can't stop thinking about him.