Meth

[Obscene Eyedeas]

It's easy to escape with drugs. to forget things and not give a Fuck i know that well at this stage. i want to forget everything and i don't care if it kills me in the process. i want to do meth as people i know tell me it's a brilliant high and ill forget everything but then others tell me that it will kill me and a friend of mine says he won't talk to me anymore but he fucking understands all this shit and noone else understood ever. looks like i'm well cornered. institutionalized for being myself, kill myself or take meth and probably die anyway.

so my question is in your opinions what's the high off meth feel like?

[Magus]

No - I won't tell what the crystal can do. But I can tell you how just inhaling and exhaling air gives you the exact experience that any intoxicant can give you.

[Church]

Dont do meth, first off its really random on what kind your gonna get, for all you know there could be way to much of one chemical in it and kill ya instantly, also extremely addictive and money wasting, you'll also get a series of medical issues.

Also "breathing" isn't a high and that kinda stuff doesn't make people who take drugs wanna stop. If you really wanna escape reality do a non hardcore drug.

[Magus]

Also "breathing" isn't a high and that kinda stuff doesn't make people who take drugs wanna stop. If you really wanna escape reality do a non hardcore drug.

It is called Meditation - I do it everyday; works for me, might not for you. And, no. It doesn't stop people who take drugs. And you are recommending drugs? *tilts neck*

[staying_alive]

I really don't recommend meth. It's such an extremely volatile drug and you don't know what you're getting with it (unless you have a lab yourself and know exactly how to produce it). I would say even cocaine is lower on the list than meth simply because there are less variables to worry about. I don't want to recommend either, but it seems like meth is a big jump that you don't want to take yet. I assume you have some experience with drugs since you're posting something about one of the hardest of them, so it's not my place to tell you to go try smoking weed or something. If you are thinking meth will solve your problems, i'm sure you've tried all the lower drugs?

If you really want to change your life i'd try meditation as the above poster said. Getting addicted to drugs isn't really a solution to anything and I'm sure you realize that.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Ive done everything mentioned in this thread including meditation. Excepth the meth

[staying_alive]

Alright well then I have one simple question for you: what will meth do for you that those did not?

EDIT: Since I haven't gotten a reply to that question yet, I thought i'd add something. It's fine to experience a new drug consciously and for your own benefit. By this I mean deciding to do something because you want to know what it feels like. You have every desire to stop because you know how dangerous it is, but you moderate yourself and are in control.

I feel like this is not the case with your situation. You want to do meth because you feel like it's the end of the road. I simply don't understand the logic behind doing every other hardcore drug and thinking meth will do anything different.

[wtblife]

I was a meth head for just bout a year, please don't go down that road. I used to hate it when people would freak when someone brought up meth, but now a few years later I understand why and find myself also preaching against it even though I do enjoy it and can't say I'm completely clean.

Have you ever taken a high dose of Adderall or Dexedrine? Imagine that amplified and ridiculously more euphoric. I don't know of a single meth user that doesn't binge, it really just happens. The high is kind of like the good feeling you get when you're yawning tbh (except way better of course). You would think something as stimulating as meth would result in you bouncing off the walls, but the high is good enough to let you just chill and enjoy at parts. It definitely will help you escape, but you'll just be chasing the high after a while and you will seriously forget about many parts of life while still living it, please don't consider it.

If you really want to experience what it is like just take a bunch of Dexedrine (street version of the same drug is known as base in many countries, but in the US you should just find someone with Dexedrine, or Adderall if you can't find any Dexedrine), it's pretty similar to taking an oral dose of meth, but not quite. Snort some and you'll get a similar idea of what it is like to smoke meth, but really smoking or IVing meth is going down another road entirely and I would steer clear. Amphetamine/stimulant use has the biggest tole on your appearance out of all the drugs, even after just a year of use my facial features have noticeably changed.

I'd recommend trying to just escape with weed or something instead if possible, meth is not the way you want to go. Get yourself a shit ton of weed, smoke til you puke idc. Luckily meth withdrawal isn't the worst physically, but the damage it does is substantial in comparison to most others (including heroin, etc.). With meth it really doesn't matter if you take care of yourself, if you start using it frequently it will harm your appearance in many ways (along with your overrall physical and mental health of course, say bye to the things you enjoyed, including meth).

Exercise will do you a shit load of good, way more than any drug. Go for a run when you feel the need to escape, that's what I do. Anytime I'm feeling down, stressed, or the cravings are getting to me I just take my dog out for a run (usually at night, I love night time).

[Perseus]

Out of all the drugs, why would you want to do Meth? Meth fucks with you. You'll get addicted really fast, I hope you know.

[Rutherford The Brave]

I draw a line at cocaine. I thought about meth, but my grandpapa did meth. It's scary.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

Out of all the drugs, why would you want to do Meth? Meth fucks with you. You'll get addicted really fast, I hope you know.

Im well aware of the effects.

[wtblife]

Trying to use a drug like this to escape is just a recipe for disaster. I used it to keep me above the water for a long time, but then I forgot I was swimming. Meth promotes reckless behavior if anything and you're going in not caring about the consequences, it's not a good idea. I'm not specifically hating on meth, I seriously love the drug tbh (when I'm on it anyway, afterwards I'm just full of regret), but you just sound like you're gonna end up the same way I did along with many others, having strokes and seizures and thinking little of it.

Please don't take any of this as lecturing, you just gotta realize you're not thinking quite clearly, your first post shows that. Not caring where you end up and using meth to escape, you will care where you are later. If you want to try the drug, fine, but please don't be reckless. Also the effects on your brain that the media describe are very real, meth is neurotoxic and the more you use the more damage you do. I used to think my memory was bad, you wouldn't believe how bad it is now.

Edited out my rude comments cause I realize it was wrong. Also could you tell me, are you looking to just try it or what? Cause there really isn't any getting around the damage meth does so the less you use the better (same thing I go by nowadays, I'm still struggling). I really just don't want you to end up like me, I was praised for my intelligence all my life and I ended up frying my brain. You may think oh I don't care if I die, you will care when your life is miserable from meth (for so many fucking reasons) and you're not dead though.

[Sordid Saint]

Like cocaine, the high off meth feels TOO good. If you've done cocaine, you already know that it feels too fun. The reason why I say too is because once you do it, it feels too amazing to stop. I've never done it before, but if it's as fun or more fun than cocaine, then I wouldn't like to do it, since it's more dangerous, and like I said, it's too fun (for me at least).

[wtblife]

Coke is unrealistic to get addicted to for most (the cost and short duration), not to mention most coke is cut to shit so it's a waste of money. If you start smoking or IVing you're taking drugs to a whole new level though, same with meth.

[Obscene Eyedeas]

I am looking at long term to the grave usage i'll know after today if im going to use

[wtblife]

Sounds like fun. So you have the funds to feed this new habit?

[CuriousDestruction]

I won't attempt to talk you out of using meth. You seem like you have your reasons for using and you're aware of the consequences.

But i will say this. I don't know you very well. But I know just from what i've heard on VT that you are loved. I know you are a kind soul, someone who has the capacity to really care about people.

I won't support you doing meth. Not because i condone it or for it's illegality, but because i don't want to see you end up dead.

I will support you not doing meth. i'll support you in the healing process that it sounds like you need right now. This entire community will be here for you if you want to go down that road.

I wish you luck no matter what. If you ever want to talk you know where to find me.

[Zee.tr]

I understand life can really suck, but take it from someone who's been on the shit for 5 years, Meth is a horrible choice. Even if you don't think they will, things will always get better as long as you give them a chance to. Will they right away? No. But they will, I've seen it happen far too many times to say otherwise. Meth, Heroin, crack, any kind of hard drug really, none of it helps.

The daily life of a drug addict involves getting up, getting high, passing out, thinking about getting high, and getting high again. It's severely depressing, nobody should have to live a life that flows directly around needing to stick a needle in their arm just to keep going on. And honestly, the worst part about it is after you've done it for so long, the highs you used to get go away - and eventually you feel nothing when you take the pills or shoot up. Your bodies gotten used to the drugs, and now, you have to take them to avoid going through terrible withdraws. You're stuck on a downward spiral that you can't get off of as soon as you try any of this stuff. I'm basically being a hypocrite here, but you'll regret this for the rest of your life, however long it is, if you get addicted to something like meth. And take my word for it, even if you only live 4 or 5 more years after becoming an addict, the years feel like a lifetime.

The pain isn't worth the short pleasure. It never is.