My First time.

[Mysterious Skin]

Things just got to be to much so i did it. i cut. But straight after i did it i felt guilty. but i want to do it again. Why do i feel this way?

[tombstone]

you shouldn't feel guilty, things got to much and you resorted to a coping technique. the one you choose just happens to be deemed less socially acceptable.

Here are some alternatives to self harming, its really worth a try.

**This might be triggering for some, but im sure you'll be fine.
http://www.siriusproject.org/alternatives.htm (Alternatives)

[Fiction]

You feel guilty because you know that people would be upset if they knew that you ahd done this, but you want to do it again because for a split second you felt a release. However, doing it again will only cause more problems for you. That wanting to do it again is probaably the start of what could become a lifelong addiction, or at least one that is not easy to shake at all. You've only done it once, it will be much easier to not do it again now than it will be later even if you do begin to have cravings for it. My advie is to not cut again because in the end it only makes things worse.
Feel free to pm or vm me if you want any more advice or help :)