i'm so very tired...

[some1]

It's my senior year, so everyone is busy trying to apply for universities. i'm trying to apply to universities in the states. i have essays to write, universities to apply to, everything.

I am so tired. Right now, Im crying to bad. I'm so afraid none of the schools wont take me. I'm not that good in school, my SAT scores aren't exactly in teh 600s, espiecially teh stupid math section. I swear by teh end of the year, if i dont get accepted into one school, i will kill myself.

My mom is counting on me the most. She works so hard, alone to get me and my brother into good schools, and I dont think ill make it. everyday, she prays that il go to good schools, i and i think im failing her, cuz she wants me to try applying to harvard. she is so sure i could get in. My grandfather sed he was even planning a party for me when i graduate to celebrate being the first in the family to go to an american university.

So the pressure is high on me. I swear, i feel so horrible everyday. i dont think im going to make it. I swear, i will kill myself if none of teh schools will take me. I feel so bad for being so lazy. i cant help it. i just cant study hard enough. im so afraid none of these schools wont take me...

[Bobby]

I think you are over reacting... just try to balance out fun and work...and remember just do your best... they can't be mad if you can't do any better

good luck,
Bobby

P.S. I think this belongs in the mental crisis forum more

[some1]

Im just afraid i wont make it. it has happened to people before. i feel so so bad

[TheWizard]

Stop worring so much. Thousands of other kids make it every year. Even with bad grades they get selected. Just start applying early before the rush of thousands of people apply.

Also, once you get accepted you can change schools if you want to.

[mRojas2000]

It's my senior year, so everyone is busy trying to apply for universities. i'm trying to apply to universities in the states. i have essays to write, universities to apply to, everything.

I am so tired. Right now, Im crying to bad. I'm so afraid none of the schools wont take me. I'm not that good in school, my SAT scores aren't exactly in teh 600s, espiecially teh stupid math section. I swear by teh end of the year, if i dont get accepted into one school, i will kill myself.

My mom is counting on me the most. She works so hard, alone to get me and my brother into good schools, and I dont think ill make it. everyday, she prays that il go to good schools, i and i think im failing her, cuz she wants me to try applying to harvard. she is so sure i could get in. My grandfather sed he was even planning a party for me when i graduate to celebrate being the first in the family to go to an american university.

So the pressure is high on me. I swear, i feel so horrible everyday. i dont think im going to make it. I swear, i will kill myself if none of teh schools will take me. I feel so bad for being so lazy. i cant help it. i just cant study hard enough. im so afraid none of these schools wont take me...

pleeaaaase jowie, dont kill yourself :( you're going to make me soo sad...

Don't worry about it so much hun... it happens to everyone, just keep looking... there has to be a university that accepts you, no matter what...
Don't think you are failing someone, because you just can't do something... you are just you, and you have a limit of yourself...
Just try as much as you can, but don't stress it that much... someone has to accept you, and someone will...

Dont worry, everything will go fine :)
If you need something, email me, PM me, or get onto messenger... I always try to be there :redface:

[~Cookie~]

You need to calm down and have some fun.If you put to much pressure on yourself then you will crumble.You need to tell your mom whats going on.Ya, she wants you to go to collage but your personal help is sooooo much more important.Im sure you will get into collage,it might not be the one you want but you should get into one.Just take a break for awile,Relax,hang out with some friends.

[some1]

Thanks, guys.

I'll still freaking out though. Yesterday i was just crying. now i am going to die (im not referring to suicide-at the moment anyway). I was looking at the applications for University of Virginia and George Mason. Now Im freaking out. The questions are scaring me. My mind now feels like it is dying out or something. I need more extra cirricular activities for my damn applications.

I am still so afraid, so so so so so so afraid. I seriously think im going to go back into my depression again.