Underground_Network
September 8th, 2010, 07:45 PM
I follow the trail of the tears
That lead back to my home
And I known all along that you've always known
What I refused to show, what I refused to let go,
I was one in the same with the man I can't name,
He is nothing to me, but I am everything he
Ever was and could be (fall apart at the seams).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I say I'll turn life around, I'll say I'll make daddy proud,
But I just won't shout out loud that I love who I am
Or what I want to become, my heads under the gun,
Fire, fire and run, I don't want to become anybody but one
Individual sum of what I couldn't plunge through my capillaries
That led to my head, where my brain flatly rests,
And now I've grown depressed (I don't know who I am).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I don't appreciate lying but yet I still deceive
I tell you I'm gonna be someone other than me
I'm gonna reinvent, gonna circumvent, gonna detriment
What I used to let get a hold of me,
Let myself (for once) just let go and breathe,
But I can't believe that that's what I'll be,
I just cannot be what I want to be
Because I cannot see (who I'm meant to be).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
That lead back to my home
And I known all along that you've always known
What I refused to show, what I refused to let go,
I was one in the same with the man I can't name,
He is nothing to me, but I am everything he
Ever was and could be (fall apart at the seams).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I say I'll turn life around, I'll say I'll make daddy proud,
But I just won't shout out loud that I love who I am
Or what I want to become, my heads under the gun,
Fire, fire and run, I don't want to become anybody but one
Individual sum of what I couldn't plunge through my capillaries
That led to my head, where my brain flatly rests,
And now I've grown depressed (I don't know who I am).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I don't appreciate lying but yet I still deceive
I tell you I'm gonna be someone other than me
I'm gonna reinvent, gonna circumvent, gonna detriment
What I used to let get a hold of me,
Let myself (for once) just let go and breathe,
But I can't believe that that's what I'll be,
I just cannot be what I want to be
Because I cannot see (who I'm meant to be).
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.
I don't appreciate hate and yet I tend to break
Every heart that I hold, every hand (I let go),
Every word that I've known turns from reserved
To full blown, out the speakers it goes, I don't know
What to do, devastated inside, I am not who I want (who I wanted to be),
I am somebody else, I was never myself,
Now I'm truly myself, but I'm still somebody else.