What Am I Missing?

[galigator8509]

I have a really, bad fear of gaining weight, or not "looking" good.

Its one of my biggest fears that I have, and its something I worry about a lot.



I am 18 years old, but turning 19 next weekend.

Im about 5 foot 3 inches tall, and weight about 115 pounds.

I dont necessarily think im "fat" right now, but I do think that I need to lose weight, and start working out.

I eat CONSTANTLY, and luckily it doesnt show, but I have a feeling one day it will, and I dont know how to stop eating so much, its like im always hungry, or always want to eat.



My boyfriend constantly tells me he loves me, he thinks im beautiful, and I have a great body, and it means so much to me.



People say things like:

"Theres like nothing to you."

"You look young and sophsticated, and tall and skinny."

And so many others things directed toward how skinny I am.



Yesterday, and friend of mine asked me:

"How do you stay so skinny?"

My answer was this:

"Eat constantly, and lay on the couch all day and be lazy."

And that answer is absloutely the truth, I really dont do much during the day, and I eat all the time.



I have very low self esteem, and self confidence.

I just dont know what to do to either:

A. Get Skinner, because I feel fat, and I dont like it.

B. Not have such a huge fear over weight.

C. Stop eatting so much, and figure out a way how to do so.


I am just not satisfied with my weight, and I want to loose weight.


This fear I have, is so bad, that being a little over weight is not at ALL an option, because who knows what ill do.


UGH.

Sorry, I just had to vent.

[Fiction]

If you are eating healthily, then your size will be healthy aswell. If you are constantly eating bad foods then this may not be such a good idea and it may mean you gain weight in the futuer but this doesn't mean you should eat less, just more healthily. I don't know your exact diet so i can't really comment :/ Many teenagers eat alot because that's what teenagers do. You should only really worry if you begin to get overweight :)

[Asylum]

if you want to get skinnier... my suggestion to you is eat healthy, more fruits, veggies. DO NOT STARVE YOURSELF!!! yes... i'm a hypocrite with this one.. but let me explain why i say dont' starve besides the fact it's unhealthy.. you end up gaining more weight then you had originally in the end. so don't starve, just eat healthy, drink more, exercise!!!!