Self hatred.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I told myself that if I didnt think about it, my attraction for girls would go away, and if not id ignore it. Im bisexual, but my attraction for girls has always been stronger. I came out to acouple people, but from that....alot more then acouple people found out. School starts soon and Idunno if im gunna beable to handle it. I have a girlfriend whos helped me be alittle more comfortable. But I cant take the comments and stares. I think such horrible things of myself. " Even animals know who to do it with, f*cking faggot." Im okay with other people being gay or bi so Idunno why I hate myself so much. I want to talk to my sister, but its so hard for me to be open about it. Im becomming depressed and my urge to cut again is getting stronger.What should I do?

[Sage]

Even animals know who to do it with
Actually, animals of countless species take part in homosexuality all the time. Go look it up.

[Billy15]

Awe Kate, come here and let me give you a hug 4 real. Man, reading stuff like this kills me because I know how you feel (really I do) except for the cutting (sigh) so PLEASE don't do that ever again, PLEASE!!!!! because it's so not cool and hey your worth so freaking much more then that.

I'm gay Kate and I've told no one because I am so afraid if I do that the same thing will happen to me because people (especially teens) are so cruel sometimes and get off on seeing other people hurt and that is so sick. There will be people in school who might give you a hard time (they just will because their morons) but there will be others who admire and respect you for having the guts (something I don't have) for being yourself
and holding your head high and I am sure one of them.

I start school tomorrow to but before you go, look in the mirror and tell yourself that you are a beautiful person, unique, special and proud of who you are. Love yourself Kate
and anyone that can't deal with that, the hell with them because you know what, it's their loss, not yours.

Best of luck friend, I'm proud of you.

Billy

[Captor K]

I told myself that if I didnt think about it, my attraction for girls would go away, and if not id ignore it. Im bisexual, but my attraction for girls has always been stronger.

Ignoring or denying your attraction is going to make the issue worse and you'll be even unhappier. It may be hard for you to do, but you need to acknowledge this. "I like girls." When you stop fighting yourself on this issue, it becomes much easier to address. It's not the end of the world, but it can be the beginning of your new and beautiful life. Please don't be afraid of you.


I came out to acouple people, but from that....alot more then acouple people found out. School starts soon and Idunno if im gunna beable to handle it.
Do you suspect that the entire school will know? Even if they did, sometimes they won't care. I'm sure, and I hope, that you will be able to handle it. But don't worry yourself before school has even started. Have friends around for emotional support. Remember to breathe in and breathe out when you're getting anxious. Go to a happy place.

I have a girlfriend whos helped me be alittle more comfortable.
Keep her around.

But I cant take the comments and stares.
People are stupid. They are also afraid of what they don't understand. Hold your chin up, and give them the finger.

I think such horrible things of myself. " Even animals know who to do it with, f*cking faggot."
1500 species engage in homosexuality quite frequently. There is, I believe, an all female species of lizard (whiptail, if I recall). It is not at all rare, nor abnormal. It occurs in nature, therefore it is natural.

Second, do not call yourself a "fucking faggot." You are a beautiful, tender, and loving young lady. Nothing less than that.

Im okay with other people being gay or bi so Idunno why I hate myself so much. I want to talk to my sister, but its so hard for me to be open about it. Im becomming depressed and my urge to cut again is getting stronger.What should I do?

It's hard to open up to people, especially family. If you believe your sister will be fine with it, then tell her. If not, find those friends who will be your rock to lean on. You do not and should not suffer in silence, nor resort to physical harm. You have to learn to love and cherish who you are. I suggest saying something positive about yourself each day.

*huggles*

[One_Kay]

Hey man, if you don't want to figure out or notice that you're bisexual, then be confident. If you become confident, people will only be good to you. After be confident, thats when you have to realize who's TRUE to you.

After realizing that, you will become even more confident that just plain old confident. You can tell people then that your Bi, but for now, I maybe want you to try to just be confident.

[KillerKing]

If you do get abuse such as name calling from dim witted idiots just accept it. Don't let it get you down. If they're going to call you bisexual then they are only telling the truth. I think if you wanna get over this then you have to come to terms with yourself. It sounds like your trying to turn away from yourself but don't because you dont have too. Instead accpet who and what you are and love yourself no matter what the others say. Their close minded opinions don't matter and for the people that accept, hold them close because they're the friends to keep. When your proud of yourself that's when you should talk to your sister.

I really hope you come to realise that cutting will only make it worse and that you'll see the right thing to do. I hope it works out for you because you deserve it.

[CuriousDestruction]

i don't know you. but from what i can tell you're a cool person. if people can't handle the fact that you are bisexual then fuck'em. they are missing out on being friends with a really cool person. that's their loss. being bi is nothing to be ashamed of. if anything it means you're loving more people which is a good thing.

please don't start cutting. that'll only make things so much worse and like Billy said, you are worth more than that.