sealed with a kiss

[HeroesAndCons]

Well my sis friends and i were gonna sleep over at my other friends apartment
everything went fine
playing videogames
talking about call of duty
then..
The guy who is boyfriend of a girl we all hate came in with his girlfriend
He said "like... i heard you were taking shit to my girlfriend and shit you guys are all fake.., then the girl comes in and sad... you are all backstabbers and fake"
then the yelling was getting worse and worse
until..
I broke down
I yelled "Everyone shut up" then i started crying
then i screamed out of anger
"i need my blades"
then the asshole saud "Damn girl theres a balcony right there"
that hurt me
and made me feel bad
i thought me did i really crack and tell my friends i hurt myself
i didnt really mean it to say that
my sisters boyfriend was there too
and he took me outside to calm down
i was scratching my arm
and he stopped me
we went to my house and we calmed down
my friend and i made a deal that if i hurt myself then shed do the same
we sealed it with a friendly kiss
i feel bad cause i think i cant keep the promise cause the addiction
i feel like crap

[Harley Quinn]

If you think that you can't keep the promise the best thing to do is actually tell your friend that you're scared and nervous you won't be able to keep it, though that method of stopping can work, and when it does both of you will be without any self inflicted pain.

As for you friend/the people there, they were out of order and shouldn't have said that, you were in a state of mind where you could've done anything, to yourself or others. Just remember that people like that aren't worth you harming yourself over, you are a lot better then they are, don't forget that. If you need to talk, my PM box is open at all times :)