that's all folks

[blah_x]

i am posting this, not for advice, or pity, but more off an explanation to myself.
the last week i feel like i have hit absolute rock bottom, which is scary because i really didnt think things could get any worse.
i feel depressed, extremly close to an emotional breakdown, and just generally hateful towards myself.
there used to be one person who could help me, but now they dont care, they are to busy with there own life so on so on...
i feel like im not worth the body im in, and just really cant do this any longer... all the pain in my life extinguishes any happiness i could feel.. and if that is my life for the forseable future, thats surely not living.
i am hurting people that matter, i know i am.
i disapoint myself, because i could have been someone so much better, i could have made something off my life, but i havent im letting it slip away into a permanent black hole, and you know what, that is where i belong.
i hope my trail of destruction isnt to hard to clear up that i will leave behind.

[georgiamay]

I'm so sorry you feel this way, I really am.
I completely understand how that feels, I've been there countless times before. The thing to remember is that you still can make something of your life. You're young, there's no need to give up and come to the conclusion that your life has been pointless if it's only just begun.
Have you told anyone you feel this way? The person that yo say used to listen to, i'm sure if you called them and told you you feel like this they'd listen to you, because they clearly care enough about you to listen before, so there's no reason why they won't listen now.

All I can say is to not draw any conclusions of life. You're too young for life to have been pointless, it's only just begun. Anything can happen in the future, and you won't know about it unless you wait it out to see what happens. If you don't then you'll never find out. Now that would be pointless.

I'll always be here for you if you ever need to talk, just PM me :hug:

[Resistance]

i'm sorry for what your feeling.
you should talk to that person and tell him or her what are you feeling and that you really need his/her help.
don't be desapoint with yourself becouse it'll only make you saddest. past is the past, what you have done or what you haven't done doesn't matter, only matter what you'll do next. trust yourself and follow with your life

take care. feel free to talk to me. hugz

[Mike321]

I'm really sorry for the way your feeling
I spent a good four years of my life pretty much feeling as if I was on my own, so I know what its like
It might be worth talking to the person that you used to talk to, I'm sure if you explained how you were feeling, they would be there for you again.
And your life isnt pointless, you shouldnt be disapointed with yourself, your only young, and have got your whole life ahead of you, dont jump to conclusions.
You dont know what will happen in the future.
Feel free to PM anytime, if you need someone to talk to