Asylum
September 2nd, 2010, 10:00 PM
i've hit rock bottom,
i can't get out,
paranoia is coming,
and i'll just freak out.
black tears, and crimson stain my sheets,
as i try to run from what's going on inside of me.
I want to scream, but i can't be heard.
no one can see me cry,
now one can hear my screams.
no one knows the true pain inside of me.
i'm a bottle shook up ready to burst.
an explosve inside that's wanting to hurt.
i want to tear myself open and pour sweet crimson on the floor.
my pale white skin, shows my secret sin,
it leaves a crimson stain and a scar that will remain forever.
i look in the mirror, and who do i see,
not a girl, but a monster,
a monster that has taken over me.
i've lost sight of who i am.
i've skrewed up again.
i'm back into the cycle,
the cycle of no release.
i guess you can say ther is no hope for me.
i can't get out,
paranoia is coming,
and i'll just freak out.
black tears, and crimson stain my sheets,
as i try to run from what's going on inside of me.
I want to scream, but i can't be heard.
no one can see me cry,
now one can hear my screams.
no one knows the true pain inside of me.
i'm a bottle shook up ready to burst.
an explosve inside that's wanting to hurt.
i want to tear myself open and pour sweet crimson on the floor.
my pale white skin, shows my secret sin,
it leaves a crimson stain and a scar that will remain forever.
i look in the mirror, and who do i see,
not a girl, but a monster,
a monster that has taken over me.
i've lost sight of who i am.
i've skrewed up again.
i'm back into the cycle,
the cycle of no release.
i guess you can say ther is no hope for me.