georgiamay
August 31st, 2010, 03:24 PM
My step mum: It's like she's looking for things wrong with me. Today, I know for a fact, that I didn't do anything wrong. I was downstairs clearing up after dinner, where she had been giving me the dirtiest looks; I mean, they were sitting there talking about how their day was, and when I tried to say how mine went, she gave me a look that had, "I don't care about your day, so shut up." written all over it. Anyway, I was downstairs, and I heard my dad and step mum upstairs, and my dad asked her why she was being so cold with me, and she came back with, "Oh, well before she was gonig on about how she hates it at her mums and she wants to live here, and now we keep fighting, and acts like she doesn't want to be here at all. She needs to get her story straight," and it went on like that for a long time.
She's wrong anyway, that's what really pisses me off. Yeah, me and her have fights, but we haven't had one in a very long time, and we haven't talked about the whole me not wanting to live with my mum thing in years. I don't get why she's bringing it all up now. Well, actually, it's probably because her mum died last year, and i've known for a while that she's had a problem with mine and my mums relationship since then. I kinda get why she gets annoyed about that, because it's a good one in the sense that we get along, but bad in the sense that ever since a load of crap that happened when i was young i haven't really been able to forgive her properly.
My dad was defending me, saying there was no reason to start a fight, cause I hadn't done anything wrong, and there was no way she could have thought I had, seeing as the things she picked out were, "She ate some cucumber when i left chicken in the fridge so she could make a sandwich," and "She hung the washing out at 6 which is too late so now it won't be try till tomorrow" Yeah, just crap like that. And then my dad topped it all off when he said, "Just say it, you don't like her."
She didn't answer that. I don't want to know what the answer was.
Wow, this post is longer than I expected it to be, that rant went on for a while.
I'm not sure what the point in this is. She never seemed to get this worked up before her mum died, and I can understand why she does it and everything but it happens all the time now. The coldness between us is starting to get to me.
So yeah. Grr...
She's wrong anyway, that's what really pisses me off. Yeah, me and her have fights, but we haven't had one in a very long time, and we haven't talked about the whole me not wanting to live with my mum thing in years. I don't get why she's bringing it all up now. Well, actually, it's probably because her mum died last year, and i've known for a while that she's had a problem with mine and my mums relationship since then. I kinda get why she gets annoyed about that, because it's a good one in the sense that we get along, but bad in the sense that ever since a load of crap that happened when i was young i haven't really been able to forgive her properly.
My dad was defending me, saying there was no reason to start a fight, cause I hadn't done anything wrong, and there was no way she could have thought I had, seeing as the things she picked out were, "She ate some cucumber when i left chicken in the fridge so she could make a sandwich," and "She hung the washing out at 6 which is too late so now it won't be try till tomorrow" Yeah, just crap like that. And then my dad topped it all off when he said, "Just say it, you don't like her."
She didn't answer that. I don't want to know what the answer was.
Wow, this post is longer than I expected it to be, that rant went on for a while.
I'm not sure what the point in this is. She never seemed to get this worked up before her mum died, and I can understand why she does it and everything but it happens all the time now. The coldness between us is starting to get to me.
So yeah. Grr...