Help Needed

[donniedarko]

Hi, i am a fifteen year old student filmmaker / writer. I am considered to be the biggest (insert any insult here, ive heard them all) by all of my classmates in school because of what i do. I was held back a year, which dosent help anything, but its been this way for over three years now, all the kids in my GRADE (i go to a small school where everyone knows everyone) is so unbelivably immature. With the guys, if its not a game its not worth their time, With the girls, if its not a sports loving sex maniac, they dont waste their time with it. What both genders share in my school is an allaround hatred for art, writing, filmmaking, and just allaround being diffrent. Durring the summers, im with other filmmakers, but at the camp i go to, they have kids from all around the world there, so the kids i go to camp with i usualy never see again.
Ideally, i want a girl who likes movies and other art forms, but in reality, im just looking for a girl who dosent care that i like art, who dosent find it stupid that i like to make movies. I'm not some socially awkward kid who dosent talk, when im at summer camp, i have literaly over 100 kids their who love me, but thats because theyre all into filmmaking.
Im asking this question because i literaly dont know the answer to it, not because i want to prove a point or something, but i honestly want to know if you guys think im either A. looking for too much in a girl, B. if you honestly think i am just an idiot, or C. do you think i will find a girl someday?
All this has been getting me really down latley
i just want to find a girl who likes me for who i am

[neigh]

how about join a local theather club - music in school - art club - look around 2 c
if a local comm college has film class. ask your guide cons. at school. cheak out. check out the local yellow pages for film related ad. put an ad in your school paper. start a fillm club at your school. hand out flyer at school 2 c if any other students have the same interest.

[Sage]

Do well in school. Get scholarships. Go to university in another town/state/country. There's evidently nothing for you in your town.