i think i lost her... forever

[ILOVEMYGIRLAMY]

so me and my bestfriend(well ex now i dunno) just had a fight
im guessing its her biopolar getting in the way again like usual
but she just finished flipping at me for no reason and shes blaming everything on me. her problems everything
i feel bad because she has always been there for me and now shes just walked away i think.....
i dunno what to do, i guess just give her space or something but other then that im so afraid that this time is the last

heres our msn convo and i want ppl to give me their input
me: are u even there
Amy: ya why
me: kk feel like ur ignoring me
Amy: well i have others to talk to kenz
me: ok but atleast acknowledge me when i message u, it makes me feel left out
Amy: well look how i fell adam just left cuz i said that i was under aged to date him, and u wont stop talking every 5 seconds, and morgan is just fine cuz she nos me better then u do
me: ok well im sorry
Amy: try living in my shoes
me: i actually wud want to
me: im sure ur life is alot better right now than mine
Amy: like hole FUCK and ppl wounder why i have bypolar
me: yes i know amy and i understand k
me: im sorry
me: my dads fucking biopolar
Amy: well soon sorry wont cut it kenz ur line is almost done
me: ok
me: so what do u want me to do then so that line doesn't get cut
Amy: well stop always talking to me all the time at least when u send something let me see if its there and dont send it and then say didu get it cuz most likly i didnt k and at least if ur gonna talk to me stay calm or ill leave i hate violence including someone being pissed all the time cuz i dont know what my life was like so
me: ok ok fine i will stop, its just that when u don respond back i have to check to see if ur even there or if ur ignoring me, and no i didn't live your life so no i don't understand but if i was able to i would switch lives with u anyday to get out of mine, and im sorry i annoy u ok, just don't hate me
Amy: well its hard to have a life like mine kenz and being bypolar isnt fun it sux cuz it ruins everything
me: yes i can only imagine, and i have learned that not only from u but my dad
Amy: k this iswnt about ur dad kenz
me: i know its about u
me: and im concerned
me: cuz i care
Amy: ooo bull shit w.e nvm
me: why u saying that?
Amy: well cuz u dont understand
Amy: just nvm
me: oh alright
me: ok anyways.... im going home soon, are u still gonna call
Amy: idek kenz
me: its ok if u don't
me: i will understand
Amy: no u wont
me: well if it don't its because ur either asleep or upset and need space
me: i can think of one thing u cuz have done to just get outside but u haven't bought smokes yet nave u?
Amy: nope and why do u care im cutting off them (not for u for adam)
me: oh good ur quitting
Amy: not for u tho keep that in mind
me: yes i know for adam
me: u already said that
Amy: well then good
me: ok
Amy: see ya
me: ok bye
me: umm were still frinds tho right?
Amy: idk
me: okwell w.e i will give u some space umm ttyl i guess
Amy: w.e

she has done this before and comes back to me after and apologizes but i dunno if this time will be the last
what do u guys think?

[Fruit_Tart.]

why do you think that? i think it's just a fight. my and my best friend had one and we like didn't talk for a loonnnggg time. he started texting me and was excited to see me and i was excited to see him. sooo... i think you'll be back together, just that i dunno if it's gonna be for a long or short period.

[ILOVEMYGIRLAMY]

we were dating(i forgot to mention that)
but we called it off but were tallking again yay

[Kahn]

Good.

You can never lose someone forever. You can ignore them forever. It takes two to ruin a relationship. If there is one trying to restore the relationship it is never lost.

It's good that you're talking again. It seems you both are going through rough times, so just stay friends. It seems like it's the right thing to do at this point because you both seemed stressed. Continue to talk to her and maybe over time you guys can get to that point where you can eventually take it to the next level and become intimate.

Good luck :)