Obscene Eyedeas
August 21st, 2010, 08:01 PM
I'm reaching breaking point. you broke yet another promise bitch and i won't cover for you anymore, you need help and it Pisses me off that you've always had every opportunity to get that help but choose attention from friends instead, made you feel bloody important.
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i'm getting to the point where i can't control my actions, i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't do anything right now but think about inflicting pain on everyone who's hurt me. i can't get help with this and when i snap it won't be a pretty sight. noone Fucking understands jesus christ. what the Fuck do i do when i feel myself about to snap and all i can do is watch everything i've lost control of. the Fucking help came too late in a half arsed attempt. i Fucking tried so hard but it doesn't work, ye Fuckers took my life from me and i can't stop the desire to show ye how Fucked up ye made me. you destroyed me and laughed. forced me to become something i despise. was it too much to ask for to have at least an escape, would it have killed you to let me seek help. when i break i'll make sure ye break too.
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i'm getting to the point where i can't control my actions, i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't do anything right now but think about inflicting pain on everyone who's hurt me. i can't get help with this and when i snap it won't be a pretty sight. noone Fucking understands jesus christ. what the Fuck do i do when i feel myself about to snap and all i can do is watch everything i've lost control of. the Fucking help came too late in a half arsed attempt. i Fucking tried so hard but it doesn't work, ye Fuckers took my life from me and i can't stop the desire to show ye how Fucked up ye made me. you destroyed me and laughed. forced me to become something i despise. was it too much to ask for to have at least an escape, would it have killed you to let me seek help. when i break i'll make sure ye break too.